What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Tinyflame]

((((( @Deanna , and @Lionheart777 )))))

T.i.r.e.d.
Confused.
Removed.
Resigned.
Disappointed.
Worried.
Sleepless.
Alone.
Beaten.

 

[DharmaGirl]

((((( @Deanna , and @Lionheart777 )))))

T.i.r.e.d.
Confused.
Removed.
Resigned.
Disappointed.
Worried.
Sleepless.
Alone.
Beaten.

Poor soul. I hope you can find a way to get some rest. Maybe a bath with lavender? Ack, that sounded a little condescending! I didn't mean it that way, I really feel for you having gone through a lot of that myself.

 

[DharmaGirl]

I feel overwhelmed,

I'm sorry to hear this. Hope you feel better.

all of the nurses and physical therapists keep asking me if I am having chest pains, it begins to get a little disconcerting.

I used to be a cardiac nurse, and we always ask about chest pains because people can be coy about telling. I know how scary it can be, and I think the medical professionals overlook that and don't offer enough kindness and comfort sometimes. I went through some cardiac stuff and was diagnosed twice with heart failure that I didn't and don't have, so don't give up. Feel free to talk to me on your diary or mine.

I had to put down my beloved cat, who was 2 1/2 less than two weeks ago.

I'm going to have to put down my 11 year old mastiff girls as they are having a hard time walking. It will be devastating so I empathize with what you are going through.

 

[Rani G2]

Weak, mentally...

 

[Tinyflame]

No @DharmaGirl you are sweet, I understand. Thank you. :hug:

Splitting headache.
Unsure about a lot.

 

[VioletButterfly]

Thank you @Lionheart777 and @DharmaGirl. Very much appreciated. ?


Well, today is about the same. It seems all of the construction in my apartment has been for naught as the smell is still present and I'm still having respiratory reactions to it. So upset!

Feeling trapped, defeated, hopeless, helpless, and kind of done in not a good way. So, I'm trying to work with this and it just leaves me feeling torn apart. Part of me is really trying to find solutions and offer suggestions, and the other is just done and ready to call it a day. So, I guess I'm feeling exhausted from trying to figure out my life and trying to stay alive in the meantime.

Sorry to be so heavy on a Sunday morning. ?

 

[Teasel]

A bit meh :meh:

 

[Tornadic Thoughts]

Meh, too, @berlinda .

Topped with some sad, some bad, and a touch of glad. Glad to have the space to feel so bad, I guess.

Then I look around at all I have access to and feel bad for feeling bad. God dammit.

 

[Lionheart]

I am feeling unsettled, unclear, and a bit confused.

 

[intothelight]

Anxious, but so alive. Its like I've spent years in a fog and the sun is coming through.

 

[Lionheart]

I am a bit sad, (had a good cry this morning over my sisters passing). I am still confused as to why I am avoiding talking to the public about being a survivor. I feel grateful and blessed to have had such great love and happiness in my life.

 

[Teasel]

There's a sort of hangover from my meeting today to get my benefits. It went well as far as i hot the result i wanted. But interacting with the person in charge was awful. Twisting what I was saying and power tripping or something. Left a nasty taste in my mouth, having difficulty shaking it off.

Feels like some part of me below the surface really wants to cry and feels awful about herself but I feel a bit disconnected from that. Strange feeling.