Thank you for being here and for understanding @ladee, tho I wish neither of us had to know grief!!! There is still strong love...even if it has nowhere to go. In the end, at least for me, the love may be worth it all. I would hate to think that I wasted even one tear on anything less than true, unconditional love!!! Maybe this is just me trying to console myself...I don't know, ....still, your words could not be more true!!!Your last line is some hard truth @Lionheart. Grieving is not easy. Nothing fun or interesting about it. Take your time. We don't get any prizes for this one!
Gentle healing hugs from my heart to yours.