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I was thinking of the last months/ year, working through, covid , death of immediate family; Christmas, bday, New Year, daily impossibilities; etc, everyone being told to virtually step up their game and reach out. Thought of relative , people who didn't bother to send a card, don't reach out. Which, I understand, you're supposed to be lenient on people and they have their own trials- but a person only dies once. And feels like indifference- even worse indifference to who died I just can't muster feelings of any of this shows caring, or concern of any kind. I just can't muster the energy or heart to pretend I feel otherwise, or act otherwise, or pretend people care or don't simply have their own interests at heart. Is that wrong? Or just a normal and accurate interpretation based on reality?
Frustrated because someone is not keeping their agreement with me. So here I sit waiting for them to catch up on their schedule, meanwhile I am having to mess up my schedule.