Humliated.
Digging deep to try to find energy to get through the day, and cheer other people up. Trepidation what they will add to my schedule.
Disappointment and shame. Tired of being treated like a child, idiot, goof in my personal life. Somehow think as a 50+ woman if I were going in to do brain surgery or the like today I would be treated with more respect. Or perhaps it's what I would have always expected, and therefore acted in a manner where I received it.
Disillusioned by talk of inherent dignity when treated without. Guess they think me, or people like me, are morons. Not sure the word for how that makes me feeel. A lot of different things, I guess. Introspective. I'd default to cracking a joke but not up to it, as can be honest here. (Thanks.)
Digging deep to try to find energy to get through the day, and cheer other people up. Trepidation what they will add to my schedule.
Disappointment and shame. Tired of being treated like a child, idiot, goof in my personal life. Somehow think as a 50+ woman if I were going in to do brain surgery or the like today I would be treated with more respect. Or perhaps it's what I would have always expected, and therefore acted in a manner where I received it.
Disillusioned by talk of inherent dignity when treated without. Guess they think me, or people like me, are morons. Not sure the word for how that makes me feeel. A lot of different things, I guess. Introspective. I'd default to cracking a joke but not up to it, as can be honest here. (Thanks.)