What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[shadowchaser]

((((((Grace)))))

 

[Darkness Shines]

Hugs, Grace and Seedling

I'm OK, but feel really unstable, like I could go down easy if anything gives me a little push. The guilt about my brother is there, like a black hole just waiting for me.

 

[Iam]

Panicked that I'm stuck in this anniversary thing and can't communicate about it. Worried that I'm not going to make it for real.
Self-doubt about every thing I say or do.

I'm sorry Seedling. Hang in there and try to enjoy the holiday. What are you going to be doing for Christmas?

 

[Philippa]

I'm feeling pretty miserable but I'm at work and have had to "get into the spirit"for xmas.

It was kinda uplifting when we first all exchanged gifts, and for a while I felt like they liked me...I have this real insecurity that no one likes me. I also, contrarily, have the attitude that it doesn't really matter either way,but I have real trouble even knowing or accepting if people do like me, and usually end up missing out on fun because I'm convinced they don't so I don't hang out with them. It's been going on for years now.

 

[seedling]

A mellow day, just the four of us hanging out at home -eat, enjoy some presents and relax. Have kept the Christmas prep to a manageable level and enjoyed much of it. It's the stress inside that's been unpredictable. It's all tied up in a Christmas theme, every day I remember what was happening last year. This is the first anniv, so it's all new. Coming apart at the seams some. Have been using xanax.

 

[shadowchaser]

I have this real insecurity that no one likes me. I also, contrarily, have the attitude that it doesn't really matter either way,but I have real trouble even knowing or accepting if people do like me, and usually end up missing out on fun because I'm convinced they don't so I don't hang out with them. It's been going on for years now.

I can relate to this one. I was told the "don't matter either way" was a natural self diffense thing to compensate for the insecurity.

 

[Iam]

Feeling really good for 4-5 weeks now....WOW! Not sure if it was a break thru or the new meds...maybe both, but it sure makes me hopeful :D

 

[rjtransient]

Trying to decide if this is a runaway train or a rollercoaster.

 

[Iam]

Trying to decide if this is a runaway train or a rollercoaster.

Maybe a runaway rollercoaster?

 

[Lady of Longbourn]

Angry at the human race

 

[shadowchaser]

Angry at the human race

For the sake of this conversation is now a dog... not human....

 

[rjtransient]

Maybe a runaway rollercoaster?

It moves fast. Out of the tunnel, racing to the top of the hill. I can see for miles. Wheeee-- oh s#!t