What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[KP the nut]

I am enjoying some quiet time, trying to ground and be at peace with myself.

 

[Deleted member 6617]

Finally feeling better physically. Got antibiotics and pain meds for my infected tooth they pulled. Dentist didn't give me either and I ended up in urgent care yesterday because the infection had spread. On the road to recovery now!

 

[amethist]

Tired, exhausted and fed up of my head doing somersaults.

Hope to goodness I can see my GP tomorrow.

 

[Heather]

off-center
anxious
depressed
confused
exhausted
hopeless
despair
"feel" hands on me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UGH!

 

[amethist]

Stressed, tense and very anxious.

I am going to see my GP this morning, who knows all that has happened, she will understand and support me, has done from the beginning. But I am still anxious ???

 

[alixipain]

Stressed (over tools being stolen)
Anxious (contractors business and laws test monday at 6pm)
Violated (Livelihood in tools/no tools cant preform my job)
hurt (had a heart to heart with g/f about me getting my life on track and me getting stable again, then get hit with this set back!)
Anger (Self grounding having to calm so I can focus on test) anger over the complete disregard of those around them (The residents here) They have that I see nothing, I hear nothing, I speak nothing because they are illegals and fear deportation.
Furious at myself for taking this job my boss is a slum lord renting to the illegals police take their time to get here because they don't want to do the paperwork.
Despair Feel as though every time I get close to getting back on my feet someone has to run up and knock me down again

 

[KP the nut]

I've survived a longer day at work, so tired.
Sad, arrangements for 2 leaving parties for me next week - I don't want to leave.
Stupid at going back to work, I feel as if I am losing my job all over again.
Must fight and keep going

 

[Deleted member 6617]

((((KP))))

 

[Philippa]

I still feel conflicted, like I am somehow wrong for not contacting my father. He has done a lot for me, financially...it's just that he shows no respect or consideration for my feelings, and seems to feel entitled to do things like reading my personal diary, without even caring that it might make me feel uncomfortable and bad, and then tells me he's 'always been there for me' when he wasn't...not emotionally. Financially, yes, hes was...but emotionally, I felt completely abandoned and invalidated. He doesn't even consider this to be anything bad, so to him, I am being 'ungrateful' which has always been the label he and mum throw at me. Yes, I'm not grateful for being treated like dirt and that my feelings don't matter...why would I be grateful for that?

I feel unsure as to what I'm getting myself into with the herbalife home business I have just invested in? I'm proud of the way I asserted my boundaries with my supervisor to day when she almost blasted me for getting her in trouble with her supervisor over a mistake I made and forgot to tell her about. I was able to remain in a happy space even though she was pissed at me...which a few months ago I would not have been able to handle...so I'm feeling like progress is being made, and EFT is helping with this. Also, I've got a super big crush on this guy and I feel really safe and supported whenever I communicate with him. He really makes the effort to empathize and understand my position, and always speaks respectfully to me, and is there for me...so, I'm kinda in love I think?:)

My eyes hurt from being glued to the computer for the last two or three days, which I'm not happy about. I don't like spending too much time in front of the computer, but I've been like some love sick puppy wanting to see if he is online. I feel released from a lot of gunk that I have been tapping away, and stuff is happening for me at the moment, change and moving forward I think.

 

[Deleted member 6617]

I feel a glimmer of hope returning. Now to gently nurture it along.

 

[Iam]

Great because we brought our new puppy home yesterday!

 

[caliaviator]

Despair, Feeling like I f**ked up something good in my life, fighting a battle inside on whether therapy is worth it or not. I'll go even if I don't want to though. I also wish I had a time machine so I could go back and fix everything.

Whisper me if you happen to have a flux capacitor, I won't spread the word around the forums, I swear...