What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[cat]

Cheesed off! ( i hope i can say that) but its just how i feel.

I had a reasonable day at work even though our timetables are still unsettled & its routine that gets me through full time work. Then a colleague put me down during a staff meeting which was embarrassing to say the least, enter a flash back & she got away with it.

Why is it that just when i think i can begin to trust people i'm spoken to like that again, have i got stupid written on my forehead?

 

[amethist]

Completely brain drained.

I have wired and set up a surround sound cinema system this afternoon. That was after taking down hubby's botched together set up we had. He blew a speaker and as they were old ones, botched together, it was cheaper to buy a complete set instead of just new speakers.

He did not know I was buying them, as he told me to go shopping with some money I had just got back I was owed.

Money well spent I think. Because it works LOL.

 

[charliehotelwhiskey]

Pretty good today.
Only had one trigger.
Some muscle pain in the back

 

[Vcircle]

Angry at my psych for making me go to a Pdoc to get medication before she will try and help me further. I understand that she needs me stablised, but I feel dumped and abandoned. Angry. Angry. Angry. I told her too. It was a harrowing session and I am exhausted. And did I say I was angry?

 

[Srain]

Anxiety ridden...I just can't seem to shake this, I know somehow I'm bringing it on myself but I haven't got a clue how or why and because I screwed up by writing down the wrong time on my calendar I missed my tdoc appt costing me even more money and a session I just can't afford to lose right now, dammit! :(

I'm exhausted from the pain and somehow I just keep losing more and more weight (normally yeah!! but it's becoming a serious concern now) and none of my clothes are fitting - I'm fighting the urge to buy buy buy, crap...I'm forcing myself to take time out and say "it's okay to work on your painting without having the house clean ;)".

Rain

 

[KP the nut]

Brain dead.
Interview over, I did it, I didn't throw up on anyone or have a panic attack, or disassociate so that was good.

 

[amethist]

Swamped with information. Arrggghhh

 

[AngelaMarie]

Grieving still.
Blessed to have such positive people support on the forum.
Angry at people that see me and are turning out (once again) to be lousy friends.

 

[Deleted member 6617]

Full of excitement and anticipation

 

[KP the nut]

I am enjoying a 'ME' day. Taking time to heal after the interview

 

[Vcircle]

I am still angry and having bad thoughts from my session yesterday with my T. They just called to offer me another appointment in 2 days time and i said No that I didn't want to talk to her. I am trying to let my anger just sit and dissipate without me doing anything. Trying not to do self harm or self destructive things. Also have a huge amount of dramas and pressure in my family at the moment - that is busting my head. Trying not to make any decisions. What I really want to do is to feel nothing.

 

[Sethe]

I feel lonely and unwanted.