All tangled up in fear. Praying and meditating alot. I dont even want to go outside or take care of the things I need to. People are starting to get angry with me. Woke up early to get out and hopefuly take care of a few things. Just lots and lots of fear of everything. Do I have time to take a shower? What if a job calls? What if my mom shows up with the car? What if I make her mad? What if Im late? Why even go? No job will call.... F it! Man I have a bad case of the crazies. Now to shower.... The longer I spend on here the less time I have! lol