What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Chook]

Right now I'm meant to be headed to Victoria at 35,000 feet in a Boeing 737...

My sister is unwell after complications from a stroke.

But this morning I failed her.

Drove into the airport car park, but everything was racing and narrowing around me....So kept driving to the exit.

Headed back home feeling like a goose with tears.

Pulled over on the freeway for a few minutes...That's when I noticed I was soaked in sweat and trembling......

Thought I could talk myself into going back....But said f#ck this for a joke and drove straight home.

Feeling

• Angry
• Ashamed
• Stupid
• Guilty
• Cowardly
• Failure
• Frightened
• Exhausted

I don't like flying, but have never freaked like today..

 

[Sammy]

Feel rotten. Between the anxiety, depression, asthma and injured thumb/wrist (my dominant hand, of course), I just want to wrap in a blanket and not move.

 

[goingonhope]

Son started up with his total nonsense tonight and just made us all suffer. And, then when he makes us all really hurt and angry he relaxes, calms as if satisfied and generally falls out like a light.

I feel angry, frustrated, hurt, ill, sad, scared, tired and like vomiting. I'm itching all over my thighs from med. injection sites, and unbearably so, my right breast feels like needles have been stabbing through it much of the day and now I'm going go hunt down some Benadryl to help with this stupid itching.

I'd love to just have a full out tantrum right now like a little kid as I am so upset. :mad:..:cry:..:(

 

[AngelKeeperJ]

(((Sammy))) Owwwwie!! Hope you are better soon!

I'm still on a 'feel good' roll after so many years of pain. Sure helps the depression when not in constant pain and the holidays are over. Ready to face the next 'big' event. Dad having back surgery, hopefully by the end of February. After that, Spring will be here, and that's my favorite time of year!

 

[SeekingSerenity]

Its a new day.

Its going to be better,
I'm going to be better
Yeah!

 

[Iam]

Feeling so very lost and questioning my existence, my purpose, my place in this thing called life.

Such a hard place to be I know PH. I'm learning it's not the bad place that we feel it is though. It is where God can begin to show us the dream and purpose HE has for our lives. If you are anything like me, you just want Him to hurry up. I mean "enough already" right? You've told me to seek Him and to trust His love and purpose for me. It's so hard to do, but you're right, it is the best way. I don't know how long we have to wait, but I do believe He'll show us in His time and that time is always perfect. Surrendering to that is soooo hard. Love you, wish you didn't have to go thru all that you are experiencing. (((HUGS)))

 

[Iusedtolikealot]

Scared
Self-Hating
Jumpy
Anxious
Depressed
Alone
Unmotivated
Hopeless
Angry
Guilty
Restless

 

[SeekingSerenity]

90 Minutes to her wake-up call.

So far it's been good.
Positive.
Hopeful.
Lonely...

 

[Srain]

frustrated and sad .........

 

[AngelaMarie]

I am still doing about the same physically and psychologically. I am in a lot of pain with both.:cry: Sometimes I feel like it will never end, but I know it will get better in a couple of months. I just have to take it one moment at a time.

(((hugs))) to all that need it!

 

[Froggie]

Numb ...
Where has my faith gone ?????

 

[Sammy]

(((Rain))) (((All in pain)))
Just going to get through another day. That is my goal every day. Just survive. Wish I could reach for more but survival feels like all I can manage. What's the point?