What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Butter-Bee]

Feelin nervous, the fiancé keeps asking to know about reason for PTSD so is currently reading a letter i wrote him with the explanation. Praying his opinion of me isn't going to change, didn't want him to know but hes adamant it will help him understand me better. Wish me luck!!! Eek

Ok so he has been really great and written me a letter back to say how much he loves me etc but now he won't shut up about it and why I didn't go to police and blah blah blah. I know he thinks he is being helpful but I wish he would shut the hell up!! Rant over :(

 

[Hashi]

Today I feel traumatised. That might sound like a no-brainer, but for me it's not because I block my feelings so much. I hate this helpless, sick, shocked feeling, and it scares me, but I'm trying to allow and acknowledge it. I want to move through this and not suppress it any longer.

 

[AngelaMarie]

I feel shell-shocked. That's the only word I can think of right now. I have to give myself some time to heal. Life goes on and so do we. Thanks for all the support. (((hugs)))

 

[intothelight]

Overwhelmed, so I am just going to pick one thing at a time, do it, and then move on to the next one. May just keep myself buried in "busy" for the next few days. Don't feel like dealing with my husband or daughter right now. They take too much of my emotional energy and that tank is on "E".

Problem with the "E" is then I become erratic. Spent the last two months fighting very hard to get a sense of balance and eliminate erratic behaviors. Also spend a lot of emotional energy trying to keep a peace that wasn't mine to keep.

 

[amethist]

Drained of every thing I have.

Ready to quit and let hubby get on with it himself.

 

[KP the nut]

I'm still feeling good and I'm sleeping as well. If only I could find my motivation I'd be on a roll.

(((HUGS)))

 

[SeekingSerenity]

(((((AM))))) (((((ITL))))) (((((Amethist))))) (((((KP)))))

Chin up mates, the up will come around again :)

 

[SeekingSerenity]

Today...

Its been a toughish one so far work-wise...

I am feeling strong.
I am feeling LOVE!.
I am feeling very scared and nervous about a friend in danger :(
God, please keep them safe?

 

[Loloma]

Don't know how I feel today. Less headaches which is good and lots of sleep. Slowly working towards the future, divorce is moving forward. Can't complain about anything.

Looking forward towards the trip to Birmingham a little nervous though, as it's a long way to go for coffee a meal and to meet new friends. I think it was an impulse thing. :oops:;)

 

[amethist]

Feeling like the full moon tomorrow is going to cause havoc. ;)

 

[KP the nut]

Looking forward towards the trip to Birmingham a little nervous though, as it's a long way to go for coffee a meal and to meet new friends. I think it was an impulse thing. :oops:;)

I feel I've created a monster :eek:, it will be good, Birmingham will not know what has hit it. Hopefully the sniffer dogs won't sniff our bags too closely - all those meds :rolleyes:.

I feel so proud of all the people who are attending on Saturday - it is a brave new world.

 

[Froggie]

Ouff taking some time off to catch up on everyones news - Big Hugs to :

((((((((((Butter-bee, Hashi, KP, Anna, Srain, Jen 93, Crafty Cath, megnut, angelaMarie, Deb, Amethist, Seeking serenty, Loloma))))))))))

Lighting a candle for you all :