What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Queen Boudica]

I'm feeling sad and lonely and overwhelmed by memories that should never have happened and could so easily have been changed.

Overwhelmed with 'if only' memories and by what I have to face in the future. I can only work on the future and hope the future does not become one of those sad lonely 'if only' memories.

 

[Tinyflame]

Just the present, Dear Lizio, that's enough.
(((Hugs to you))))

Philippa and CC- oh my. Sounds like your sons were angry already. :( ((((Hugs too))))

Beverly, I think it takes a while to sink in, to really believe it. And time to decompress.
Am glad it's terrific news, however! :)

I feel happy or at peace, despite that stuff popping into my mind earlier. Gosh knows why it does. Just exhausted, but the time so flies. :(

 

[Sammy]

We buried our father one week ago today. In some ways it seems like yesterday and in others, a lifetime ago. While I am grateful for the time I spent with my father before he passed, it is also causing nightmares. He withered away before our very eyes and was in so much pain. I just can't even think about Easter. This Easter, I am without parents. I have no plans and I am only going to church because I have to help with a class of kids. I don't want to hear all the "happy." Easter was always about family and I will be alone. I think I will just watch some baseball and pretend it isn't Easter.

 

[Philippa]

Junebug...I don't have any children. Maybe you mixed me up with someone else?

 

[Tinyflame]

Sorry Philippa, I wasn't clear, meant that part for CC.
I think that it sounds like you're doing great, btw. Talk about perseverance. :)

 

[intothelight]

Watching the sun rise and setting a tone of peace for the day. Sometimes I find it strange that peace is one thing I desire the most and work so hard to obtain. Life can be a storm around me and I just want to be the "eye of the storm".

 

[Froggie]

My neighbor friend passed away (the one with generalized cancer) on Good Friday.

In the evening, some neigbor friends and I surprised my across the hall neighbor with a bottle of wine to celebrate the end of her chemo.

I was really happy for her, but sad for me as the pronostic for my cancer is that I will not celebrate an end to my chemo treatments - ok pity party time for me.

I will have a nice Easter with my grand-daughter and will see the rest of my grand-children Easter evening or on Easter Monday. Which is fine as I won't have that much energy to do more than that.

 

[Tinyflame]

((((Dearest Froggie)))))))
I have had 2 sisters overcome the same prognosis, and 5 other relatives who lived years and decades beyond the 'weeks' they were given.

I am- and will- pray hard for you and your family.
It's Easter- if something great could come out of that, it can come out of anything.
xoxoxox

I am sorry about your neighbour, but glad he had such friends. :inlove:

 

[Chincho]

Just as I had started what I thought would be a good day, with a visit to the local easter fair with my hubby and kids, I decide to open my mails and find one from mommy dearest.

She is coming to visit from the States tomorrow (I live in Argentina) and listed at least 18 things she absolutely needs me to do for her. Of course she is soooo sorry to bother me... not!

There went what was supposed to be the first good day in a long while.

 

[KP the nut]

((((HUGS)))) to you all.

I'm feeling tired but at the same time, content, relaxed and happy.

Yesterday was so nice. Both my girls were home. We laughed so much it hurt. We ate good food, shared too much wine and played family games.

Today my eldest has returned to her life but I still have my youngest daughter for a couple more days.

It has nice making more happy family memories.

 

[Philippa]

Feeling slight revulsion in my solar plexus area, and a bit toxic in my lower chakra area?

I've been doing some minor cord cutting to release toxic energy from me and it has been helping a lot. I recommend a book to everyone here, by Rose Rosewood called "Cut cords of Attachment". Very interesting stuff...if you're into all that?

A bit stiff, and cold. My doona is in at the dry cleaners until tuesday or wednesday, so it's the sleeping bag and blanket for me til then. Not as cozy...but warm enough I suppose.

Feeling much more settled in my new place, and relaxed and happy. I managed to express some of the grief I was feeling yesterday in a pastel drawing, couldn't quite squeeze any tears out.

 

[Tinyflame]

I suspect when they're ready to come out they will, seems it's when you least expect it.
((((((Hugs))))