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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

I am feeling better today. Sometimes I felt funny and dizzy throughout the day. I was nervous but I was able to handle it.

I spent a lot of time with my friends. A lot of them know about my PTBS, and they are all so nice to me and understand me. I think it is really special. But they don't live here in Berlin. I think people ground me somehow. I'm going to look for ways to meet more people here. I already have one idea. My home is real nice and clean now and I am glad that I have it.

((((sending big hugs for everyone))))
 
Confused today and have been ever since my guy neighbor moved in last year. At the time he was separated from his wife, and would talk endlessly over the fence about their relationship which triggered me beyond belief.

Anway, his wife and kids are now living with him. So, I still wait for him to introduce me to them, it hasn't happened. So, today, I see her driving down the street as I was outside, and she waves. I did wave back, but I don't handle this too well. It is like why hasn't he brought her over so we can meet each other after all this time...we live next door to each other...just confused, so now waving at each other is okay?!
 
I am feeling happy and contented and hopeful. I had my session with the therapist who is going to be doing emdr on me. I am very hopeful. She answered all of my questions very carefully. We will have fast food tonight. I drove without anxiety. So I am having a really great day. Yeah. Hugs for anyone that needs one.
 
I'd need to think to remember the day and/or how I felt. I feel sleepy, it's too late to think hard. Oh' I did go to the psych. and though I cannot start Provigil for my obnoxious fatigue and asleep brain and its loss and confusion, I can start a small dose of generic adderall tommorrow which I'm really wishing may be of some help. And, hoping to be one of the lucky ones with few to no side-effects. I don't do side-effects :( well.

Anyhow, I felt competent and found happiness within this day and I'm feeling exhausted at this hour. :tup:
 
I'm feeling very tired after yesterday's flashback which was horrible to put it mildly. I'm also very nervous about going into school this afternoon. What if everyone thinks I'm a complete weirdo/nutcase? :(
 
(((((((((Ice-Fire)))))))))
Who cares what people think?

SS, thank you so much! You made me laugh and realise that what other people think doesn't matter all that much. :D

I've actually just read your diary, you are such a brilliant caring person! (((HUGS))) I've realised now just how much strain I put on my supporter. He is so incredibly strong, as you are. I hope my bf knows how much I love him. I know sometimes I don't say it very well.
 

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