What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Deleted member 12723]

(((KP))) here is a big hug. I am sorry this is hitting you so hard, it is strange what does it to us. I am sorry for the bad news you got today. I wish you the best in whatever you decide.

I am feeling hurt. My granddaughter wanted to spend time with friends instead of coming over. I feel unloved and triggered. With my head I know she is a pre-teen and this is so normal. She is a healthy kid and feels like she has all of the time in the world. I am so dissapointed and let down. I feel so sad. I wish I could cry.

Then I would feel better. Darn those plugged up tear ducts of mine.:mad::(:confused::cry: I am having such a hard time. I tried to make myself feel better and I am giving myself the treatment and it is not working.:(

 

[Froggie]

(((KP & gizmo)))

 

[Jen93]

I feel so unloved by everyone and everything. I'm a disgusting disease, a horrible child, a rude little girl and a murderer.

I do feel I should be dead. Even my parents didn't just ignore me, they FAILED me. They failed me when I needed them most. They're not just in denial because they don't want to believe I was hurt; they're in denial because THEY hurt me. :(

I feel sick. There's just no point.

I feel awful and unloved, so very unloved-and I don't know what I did to deserve it. :(

I feel really sad. I feel like crying.

 

[^^FlyingSolo^^]

(((((((((((Jen))))))))))))) :(

I feel like I'm carrying a house on my shoulders. It's a terrible weight & burden and I just can't seem to get rid of it!

 

[Philippa]

Been feeling fluey today, and all week actually. Sometimes I'm ok and feel like there's nothing wrong, and then it hits me, and I feel physically weak.

Today I had a complaint about my massaging from a client who wanted a remedial with lots of pressure added, and I just was too weak to apply any sort of pressure anywhere.

I think everything is catching up with me now that I am settling into my own home. It's like the stress of the last few months is starting to give way and I think it's manifesting as the flu.

 

[Philippa]

(((Jen)))

 

[Hashi]

...if you're feeling miserable and I "like" your post it means I'm supporting you... :(

Same here. I started doing this because it seemed the way it's done on the forum, but yes it does feel a bit weird.

Everyone seems to be having such a hard time. Sending all my good wishes to everyone here. We're hurting and struggling but we're not bad people. All of us are worthy of love and respect.

Hashi
x

 

[Hashi]

Sorry, double post.

 

[Hashi]

I've been feeling fragile after some difficult stuff with healing, and I've been trying to do soothing things.

A friend had been talking about the Queen's Diamond Jubilee concert, which I hadn't seen, so I watched some YouTube clips. I have to say that I was successfully and completely distracted by watching Grace Jones wearing some sort of moulded Wonder Woman outfit and working a hula hoop all through her song. :eek:

Also love Jessie J's voice (and dress), Peter Kay's Beefeater outfit and the Our House projections onto Buckingham Palace.

So, I'm feeling better. :)

 

[intothelight]

(((HUGS))) to all that need them.

I am feeling really sad, hurt, and abandoned. The person I feel I need most in my life right now, just doesn't get it. Not at all. Time is feeling very short and very much like my enemy.

 

[Red Feather]

((((((((((((((Jen))))))))))))))))
((((((((((((((Solo))))))))))))))))
((((((((((((((intothelight)))))))))))
(((((((((((((everybody who needs them)))))))))))))

 

[Lionheart]

I suddenly feel really sad, lonely, and discouraged :( .... it is nothing I haven't dealt with before, but I wish it would go on and pass.

I think I will have myself a good cry :cry: and try to let it go.

Now that I think about it ...it is Father's Day and my dad is dying from lung cancer.:tdown: Also, I am in a bit of physical pain and I'm dissapointed, so it makes sense that I don't feel so hot. Still I'm grateful that I can come here and express myself....it helps ease the pain and I am sure the discomfort will pass as the day goes on.

Sending love and hugs to all those who are suffering today,
Lion