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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

Totally exasperated!! All week I've tried to use a different method in dealing with the issue of medication problems that are vital for me to be resolved asap. The end result was a whole lot of nothing as well as a screaming migraine, crappy nights with broiling hot flashes with condescending "gee, we ALWAYS IMMEDIATELY address our faxes from the pharmacies....blah blah blah" again and again and again...hey, no problem, let ME check on that for you since I bring in the to your store and have always been a great customer :tup:.

I call back they did send it to the RiGHT number but hey!, you need to contact the insurance company UNFORTUNATELY IT'S NOW AFTER HOURS.........((((((((((:))mad: can you see the steam that is coming out of my phone , ears, nose, and eyes???!!!!)))))))) Yeah, well, hey thanks for helping me get to this point from the FIRST OF THE WEEK, how thoughtful to leave me in this dilemma.

I went to another room and screamed for only a short period of time...I don't like this feeling anymore, it is not comfortable for me and I cannot be productive. So I am out of ALL hormones including the ones that are helping to push me into Migraines episodes but allow me to still sleep so I decided to call the original pharmacy and ask to speak to the pharmacist, not the assistant. I didn't yell I simply told her what I've been up against and the hardship I'm under. That I was stunned to be told to check out around with other pharmacies for my hormones buh bye! I explained to the pharmacist this felt horrible considering I have come to seriously trust them and have had nothing total respect for them so to be treated like this was a shock. This has been extremely difficult for me, these hormones help keep my migraines level as well as my moods and sleep.

This pharmacist step right up and within a couple of hours and much understanding I had my refill. I am still a bit confused the balance between bitch and doormat but I think I'm getting it ;).



Should this be in another section?
 
I feel I don't want to do anything today. I ache, I didn't sleep well and I'm in a grouch.

I don't want to go to open air theatre tonight. I know it will rain, the picnic will be soggy. I will have to put my 'wow, isn't this fun mask'. I am so tired of this rain.

Grouch, grouch, grouch.
 
For((( KP))) on being a grouch today.
for KP oscare the grouch.webp
 
i woke up feeling shaky, bad dreams and anxiety. I am doing better now. I fight the bad feelings. I figure I have to be developing new muscles in fighting off the bad feelings. I feel haunted by the nightmare. The feelings are sickening. But I am trying to stay positive. Crossing my fingers.
 
This morning I woke up and could feel a difference, lighter, I guess you might say.

It is like I can now look back at all those times where my neighbor lady caused me so much stress/anxiety over these years and I haven't been able to let it go, because there was just too much there.

I'm feeling numb as I release those emotions from the past as I become more in the present and can see now that is what I have been doing all along one by one, but just didn't know it, until now!
 
Still feeling bad. Mad at myself for missing a wedding yesterday, my friends keep telling me it's okay but I don't believe it yet. Just lied to my Dad on why I won't be joining him and mum for dinner. It's not that I'm tired and achey, I am, but it's more because I want to bash my father in the face with a brick. I just can't take his condescending attitude today, he's a hypocrite and the first stone in the path to this lovely adventure in PTSD.
 

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