What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Elizabeth-Ann]

Back after a long time it seems to me. Had a bad crisis after being triggered heavily. It was like falling in a big black hole without end, without enogh stregth even to cry for help or to grasp one of the hands around me. I isolated myself completely, very well knowing that it is not helping me. Now I feel guilty and sad.

Guilt is my main feeling at the moment. If I could, I would ask the whole world for forgivness - for the simple fact that I exist. I feel guilty that I am not dead and guilty about this feeling. :cry:

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am feeling surprisingly good. I chose to wake up naturally, and drink my cofee instead of doing morning chores first. I am not feeling anxiety. I am feeling good. I still have to do the chores and take my pills, but I do not feel morning anxiety. That is a awesome feeling. I am joyful.

 

[KP the nut]

(((HUGS))) everyone.

I'm feeling OK. I have pushed myself today. I did another 4 hours overtime this morning, then went and did a small grocery shop and I've just baked 2 batches of muffins.

Now that I have stopped I feel tired. I feel if I slow down and stop I will crash. Luckily H will be home soon.

 

[Spiderallis]

I overdid it a bit yesterday, back to aches and ouches today. Aside from feeling like a fool for going overboard as soon as I improved a little again, I'm doing okay. Time to reconsider my priorities, feeling better should come before making things look nice. Not hiding what's really going on behind a false front is a very new thing.

 

[AngelaMarie]

I am feeling good and positive these day!:tup:

I stopped in to give my forum friends a (((hug))) and say hello! Wishing you all well and strong.:)

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Just a check in, my joy is gone, it did not hang around very long. I feel robbed. It is a milestone to feel joy. I want to celebrate having real joy even though it did not last very long. I want more of that. I am feeling stable and ok. I had a small anxiety attack earlier and I talked myself out of it. I think that was very good.

 

[Muzikluvr]

I feel like a pushover. Outwardly: "Yes!" "Okay!" "Sounds great!" "Sure" "Why not?" "Anytime!" "You bet!"

Inwardly: :eek: "No! No No No No No No No NO!" :mad:

;)

 

[goingonhope]

I am disoriented, slow-thinking, under a great deal of pressure, busy and stressed.

I've felt lost, confused, overwhelmed with must do's and making do by suppressing frustration and worry.

 

[Red Feather]

I have been so happy lately. Me and my kids have been very busy having fun. We were at the technical museum today. Now I am sad. The time is coming to an end soon. I do not know what I have done with my life. I hope things start making sense soon. I had a talk with my kids and got a bit triggered. But I am okay.

 

[KP the nut]

I feel as if I've been punched in the stomach. I've just heard a close friend in South Africa was attacked, tied up and left on the bathroom floor whilst the house was robbed - thank god that physically she was unhurt, I hope that will last as the adreneline wears off and shock takes its place.

 

[NarcSis]

Determined.

 

[KP the nut]

Good for you Medic - I like that