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I am sorry for your loss!!
((((hugs)))) for all who need them.
Sunny but not too hot today FEeling OK. Enjoying some tunes and puttering around the house. Fetch with the pup. Doing some DIY projects for the house. Quiet but not lonely. A good day.
Erratic :confused: I was told just minutes after waking that I needed to take a pill.
I'm feeling...very unwanted and discarded: by my family, my daughter, and my husband. :unsure:
I feel like today might be a good day to paint. I've got my lucky Led Zeppelin shirt on, couldn't hurt.
Days like today I feel like the only good thing would be for everyone to be away from me.
Like an elephant is sat on my chest and I'm trying to breathe through a straw. Like I have been hit on the head with a brick and like a stampede of something is crushing my tummy. I feel cold and hot and shivery. At least my arm feels numb.
So wired on these steroids. They ramp my anxiety so bad and I have to keep telling myself that it is just the drugs. So I can't really say what I feel other than I am riding the anxiety wave and trying to keep it under control.
Today I'm feeling reasonable. Still wake in pain everyday, although now a days it seems somehow more manageable.
I feel a lot happier for the first time in a long time. My boys and grandchildren are so much more loving and appreciative since I've been back. :):hug: