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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

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Woke this morning late again! Had to wind myself up again to get going for the day. Should last till bed time. :inpain:
 
Apprehensive. The anxiety meds are working for the stress reduction but now I find myself crying all the time. :unsure:
I plan to schedule a new appointment with the doc to see if there is some mood stabilizer I haven't tried that might work. *fingers crossed*
Also, weirdly, still feeling very artistic. I've decided to sell my first canvas painting instead of keeping it and I'm going to start on a new one tomorrow. :)
 
((((((((((((Loloma))))))))))))) soooooooo good to see you around the Forums again :)
((((((((((Charmedone))))))))))((((((((((((Serasan))))))))))))))(((((((((((((Froggie))))))))))))))you are on my mind little Froggie ;)

I woke up even earlier this morning so I went with it, only this morning my head was hurting
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I decided to take my little pup for a walk instead while it was so quiet out and work out some kinks. She is NOT fond of early mornings but I dragged her out anyway and once we got started it was so awesome.

Less stress today, just watching the trajectory of the hurricane and praying that we don't get sidelined. Dogs are chipped and we have someone to take care of things but after Katrina I lost all faith in things ever being really okay in the aftermath should the unthinkable happen...
 
Slept for a few hours and I am working on keeping myself occupied here, as being on step removed from actual from interaction with people is probably a good place for me right now.

Feeling very insecure, fearful, and full of self-disgust as I am watching myself unravel. It is getting to the point where I can take no stress, not even the little normal kind with out tailspinning. I keep trying to tell myself there is only one more week of the steroids, but I may need to spend that week in isolation as the effects seem to be cumulative.

This is going to be tricky as I can't leave because of the doctor's appointments and all of the other responsibilities, but if I could I would just go away for a week or two just to settle what is left of my brain.
 
I am feeling very nervous. I need to start work again next week after having the summer off. Plus, I am going full-time instead of part-time for four months. Our family needs the money, since my husband's on disability with cancer. However, my body is not ready for this. My thyroid won't react to the medication and my cortisol levels are still too low. I just want to make it through the four months without damaging my health too much. Still, the anticipation is killing me.
 

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