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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

I am feeling calm and peaceful. I had quite the ordeal with my husband today, but this choice and commitment to be positive is working. We will go for tacos tonight. Not the nightmare I envisioned today. I must remember to remain calm. It reasures him. And it produces better results. I cannot believe the night and day difference. But I have to get tough and strong with him. He is always at his worst without any witnesses.

He does better in front of others. I am not a basketcase and that is a bona fide miracle.:D
 
I feel so absolutely frustrated with what I am facing, alone. And, who wouldn't feel this way?

Feel alone and afraid, because I am alone and have reason to be afraid.

I feel...

...depressed and very much a burden. My depression is not some personal failure and my burdens are life on life's terms.

...scared and frustrated that my brain is increasingly mush. And, why wouldn't it be?

...depressed and tormented, because I do not know how to begin finding, remembering and recieving all the help I now need and certainly while meeting family needs, as well as, caregiving.

...depressed and trapped, because I can only endure my suffering and isolation "One day at a time," and fear is controlling me into thinking poorly and belieiving that I must continue to do so for the rest of this life.

I am scared!
 
*hugs for all that need it*

I'm feeling ok, just ate a banana so I'm sticking to my plan, I feel determined. My chest hurts when I breathe but I'm pleased to have made it to school and be chilling, before I start. :) I'm hopeful today will be great. I am also excited that Jake is flying out to see me :) :). I feel a bit cold and tense too, HE is lingering in the corner of my mind.
 
(((Hope))) (((Philippa))) (((Hugs))) to all that need them!

Nervous about the psychologist's evaluation today. Sad to see the shortening of the days. Just really sad about a lot of things. Why does it always hurt so much when you realize things are not as they seem?

Is there ever really any hope or any good? Or is it all just an illusion and a lie we feed ourselves?
 

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