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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

Like a total tool. I left a comment on my favorite singers facebook page, and was making a joke as he is the sort of person who likes to play with his appearance and take on characters, and in this photo he looked like a sleazy mafia boss, which I said, thinking that was what he was trying to look like, as a joke, but I guess he took it offensively, and removed the comment.

I want to crawl into a hole and disappear.:eek::facepalm:
 
I'm still in a lot of pain.:(:inpain:

I went for a small walk this morning but it just made the pain worse. My whole side is burning and colicky and I feel very tired. I'm sure it is a kidney infection but I don't know why I'm getting them so often, and always on my left side.:confused:

I don't seem my consultant until November but I am seeing my GP tomorrow morning so I'll see what she says.

I feel really depressed, trapped and hopeless but I know it is because I am not well and have been through a lot lately. At least I recognise it now.

Also, my friend's mum died suddenly and she has had to go to Oxfordshire. I feel helpless, there is nothing I can do to support her at such a distance but I will take her out when she comes home.
 
I have survived work and I'm now at home.

I actually put myself first. After work, I had a hair appointment to have my hair cut and coloured - please don't ask if it is nice as I haven't had a good look at it :facepalm:. Then I was supposed to take a lady to a hospital appointment, this meant I would be on the go all day and still have the dogs to walk, the laundry to sort and the lounge to vacuum and dust, talk about adding to the pressure.

Anyway, I contacted another driver and they are doing my hospital run for me.

I was out all day yesterday and I just couldn't face it again. Yesterday was the 10 year birthday party and AGM of the charity for which I work. In addition to all the usual AGM stuff, it seemed like a good idea to have a dance and afternoon tea for over 60 elderly people some with very limited mobility. Thank goodness for all out volunteers. I was close to collapse after we had finished. Here are a couple of photos of the event.

FB Cake.webp


AGM 3.webp
 
I feel disappointed. I wanted to have lunch with S. today and "of course" someone who had an appointment with me came late (by 45 minutes I may add...) and then it took too long and I missed lunch altogether. Now I don't want to leave the office. :D

Anyway, what I also feel is that things may be going at least okay but maybe even very well, even with me not getting that lunch and leaving now. When I was still a Christian, there was a song I really liked, and that often helps me feel better, because a line of it is so true: Sometimes God's greatest gifts are unanswered prayers. This has been true often in my life. Now I feel some joy about going home to see my dad and be pampered a bit with good, healthy food and fun, hugs, etc.
 

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