What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Springer80]

You know what Pencil feels like I could go sleep so more!:sleep: It's like a big heavy wardrobe is being dragged toward it's proper resting place in my head and once it's slotted into the hole it will be okay. Sleeping just seems to make it happen faster and easier.

 

[Pencil]

It's like a big heavy wardrobe is being dragged toward it's proper resting place in my head and once it's slotted into the hole it will be okay.

Well, I can honestly say that I don't relate to that :) But I hope that heavy wardrobe finds its resting ( :rolleyes: ) place soon enough.

 

[amethist]

I am feeling sad at the loss of yet another life to PTSD.

May he now find peace, where ever he is.

 

[pumpkinpie]

Amethyst, someone you know? :(

 

[pumpkinpie]

I am feeling better today. It seems that Saturdays are better for me because (don't laugh! I really do this) I make sure I get up and do laundry and clean and put away dishes so that my upstairs neighbor (who is always home on Saturdays) hears and doesn't think I'm a crazy hermit lady secretly hoarding dirty laundry and hiding used dishes in the tub lol...

I actually like having him there; its almost like having a roomie because I can always tell exactly what he's up to since I can hear everything. Which also most likely means that he can hear me just as well, and that feels really wierd:eek:

I'm so glad I bought that laptop. I already felt a little energized and got some of my jewelry items packaged up so that I can take them to my friend's shop. I had been swimming in necklaces at the table and there was no room to eat.

Gotta have room to eat!

 

[surviving_it_all]

my body feels tight
my head feels heavy
my eyes feel strained
my emotional state is normal

 

[amethist]

someone you know?

I do not really know them pumpkinpie, but it still feels close.

 

[KP the nut]

(((Amethist)))

I feel blessed that I am recovering and managing PTSD.

 

[Spiderallis]

Depressed, not even sure what I'm fighting for at this point.

 

[Carla Martin]

Hugs to you Spiderallis!:hug:

 

[Carla Martin]

I'm feeling confused and worried....but aren't we all!!!

 

[pumpkinpie]

I'm feeling really confused about my 20 yr-old son...we were absolutely as close as a mother and son could possibly be, until he was about 13...and it was all downhill from there. I know that it's not unusual, but it coincided with my falling apart, so I always think it was me. Then he just became more and more inconsiderate with me...saying mean little things to me - and I couldn't discipline him because of the way the custody schedule was set up.

I've been so very sad about how awkward he seems to feel around me, and the things he says and does that make me think he really did mean it, when almost 2 years ago, he said he didn't love me anymore. It has made me cry so many times.

But tonight, I'm not crying about it. I just feel a little flat and cold and expressionless about it...which is AWFUL. But oddly, not as bad as the crying and the feeling of my chest just caving in. I miss how he was when he was a little boy and I was "the most beautiful mommy in the whole wide world". He definitely doesn't think that anymore, but I'd settle for "a half-decent woman who I sure as hell did not breast-feed from"! :eek: