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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

Feeling like I hate men right now. I know they are not all bad or the same, but most of them are just f*cking ...grrrrrrr. I feel exhausted, and just sick of all the deception I am faced with on a daily basis at my job. Tense in the shoulder area, glad this day is over. Glad I am home and warm. A bit gaseous, jaded and hopeless.
 
I noticed during my son's game that I am quieter like my husband pointed out. I had a good friend and my sister with me and I really didn't feel up to talking. I did. Still it was an effort. I'm thinking that this is the lack of medication that is causing me to revert back to old ways. Just wasn't feeling good. I'm hoping that things will start looking up again. I am proud of myself for making it through the whole game but I thank my friend and sister for that.
 
It shouldn't have to come down to a choice between the medicine you need and a roof over your head. Just all adds up.

Ouch,

Britt, I do very much understand. I am so sorry.

Something may improve, even when we cannot foresee such happening, or begin to imagine it.

I hope you will accept hugs :hug: from me and trust that I am thinking of and wishing you blessing and wellness.
 
I woke up this morning feeling that I did not want to be awake. I wanted to keep dreaming. I think it's because in my dream stuff I am always doing things. Not like reality. My therapist pointed out that I base my self worth on things I can do, so what happens when I am unable to do things? No wonder my self worth suffers the majority of the time.
 
Right now I feel really grateful and blessed to belong to this forum and be able to interact with so many amazing, wonderful people, and feel heard, and be challenged but gently, and to be encouraged to just be me. I feel ashamed to say that it took me a very long time to feel comfortable with needing to be a part of a support group at all, but I'm finally accepting it and realizing that I wouldn't want to be anywhere else. I feel part of an awesome journey that we are all on, and I feel supported. Bliss.
 

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