What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[nie]

fear of losing my step father
empowered to stand up to my mom
anxious about teaching my 7th period class

 

[goingonhope]

What a great thread, you'all have made this. Not that I wish such painful feelings on anyone of us, as certainly I do not. In fact, I found them somewhat difficult to read, what with the reality of some of these feelings. Yet, I will say regardless of trauma it does allow many to identify and know that we're very much alike at times, in this way (emotions) and the most obvious PTSD.

Thank you all for getting this thread started. Also, Seeking Nirvana and Nie thank you as well for adding your felt positive emotions as well. I almost did later too, but they didn't last long enough for me to do so. I had been feeling some competency the other day after much house cleaning and some other accomplishment.

Tonight I feel, stuck, trapped, obligated, powerless and unable to communicate. At least when I can't talk or write about what's bothering me, bc I've tryed already lately and simply cannot, I can mostly simply say how I'm feeling.

 

[Deleted member 93]

I feel confused on some things today, but confident in the areas I am not lost on. I guess my mind is feeling absolute which is good. I am a bit drained too. My mind is pooped but resolve is strong.

 

[tude]

I feel calm, almost peaceful- which I have come to appreciate these moments.
I feel grateful and connected to a friend I lost touch with.
I feel less fearful about exploring my feelings about experiences at work.

 

[tude]

I feel scared- my car was making a odd noise driving home from work this morning. I have to work again tonight. I feel tearful and I don't know why. I feel weak for still feeling like this.

 

[Awakening]

broken
alone
scared
damaged
longing

 

[nie]

happy
scared
stong and weak (confusion!)
overwhelemd

 

[nor]

I feel very cold and frightened.

Probably because I had an enlightening meeting with my doctor, today, which has left me feeling as though my future is doomed.

nor

 

[wildfirewildone]

Getting Lost!!!!

:eek::eek: All this new technical stuff is just soooo overwhelming!!! I am not a technical person and probably won't be unless something extraordinary happens!!!! I feel like I'm being left behind...and it's not a very good feeling....LOSING MY PEACE

 

[dljwhitewolf]

I feel anxious, I slept walked last night and answered the phone and dreamed talked to our new guest here at the forum, nonabug, she said I was talking about the red balloon on the shelf. At least I know I dream of good things too.
I finally told her that I was sleeping because she thought I was in a flashback. lol.
I feel racy, like a flashback is coming on.
I feel sleepless, insomnia has winked its ugly eye at me again.
I feel happy, new relationship and a five year old little girl who is precious added in.
I feel happy to help others.
I feel almost normal, today only, day to day since I am born everyday and die every night and have no tomorrows.
I feel content, today.
well since I have a few positives in there, I'm gonna stop on a good note for a change.

 

[AshandSmoke]

I feel Empty cause I have lost my:
Faith
Hope
Motavation
Compassion

 

[dljwhitewolf]

okay now today,
anxious
eight hours of sleep in the last four days
feeling like a flashback is coming on
loved
understood enough to know my ptsd side effects are not burdening my boyfriend, we laugh at my antics, I let him know when I am agitated, then I make a joke and we laugh.
cranky
bitchy without voicing it, except for vile and humorous jokes to blow off steam
wanting
tired
just waiting to see if the bomb will fall, and it I do have a flashback, hopefully it won't be what I call a boomer, use of weapons...
glad there is a format called ptsd forum
yup, that's me today