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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

are you on a diuretic?
Dear @Junebug, I received one (Furosemide) per mail from my doc right on that Friday. He told me on the phone, that this is only for emergencies like the one I was in. And I took it after I made my former post on this thread.
It is scary to think about your own death.
I think I used the wrong expression. My dictionary came up with 4 different words.. I didn't think about my own death. It happened as a consequence of the bad physical shape I was in, last Saturday.
and it sounds like you are having a bad day and are overwhelmed.
It was actually a very bad day; Within only 6 hours I passed more than 8.75 litre of urine after taking the "emergency pill" / I fainted two times after that / injured my left shoulder by collapsing / woke up lying in my own urine (yuck!) then couldn't get up for a long time / and for almost 24 hours I had massive cardiac arrhythmia and experienced deadly terror. :cry:
In my thoughts and prayers.
Thank you so much @zaniara, I felt deeply grateful when I read your affectionate words

But I feel much better today. Feel more calm and am even able to laugh and smile, when watching my two little dogs playing. Thank all of you for your kind support and your hugs. It helped me more than you'll ever know.
 
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The boys only had a half day, so I felt content to have them home and be busy. I feel a little left out of my eldest son's predicament with the colleges. He has decided to try a couple other and appeal to one of the ones that turned him down. I wish he would turn to me for help. Kind of hurts that he doesn't.
 
I feel wobbly and unbalanced. I feel unstable. I feel anxious that I'll lose it entirely. At work. I feel dread about going to work tomorrow and trying to make it another whole day without losing it.

I feel like I might actually feel loads better if I just go for it and have a meltdown at work like Liv Tyler in Empire Records.

Except then I'd be out of a job and I'd feel pretty badly about that. So I feel pressured to "keep it together," like my boss tells me now and then.
 
Felt overwhelmed by certain situation today when Papa Bear yelled at me. I stood up to him. I am proud of myself. We went to the doctors. I went in with Papa Bear and B. I got out list of issues dealt with. Came back and really needed to zone out. So I zoned out a bit - then spent social time with Papa Bear and B. Did dog training with the dog.Then went out to get some food for dinner. Cooked a good dinner. Papa Bear enjoyed it. Pete the Welder enjoyed B's and my company. I also gave some chocolate to Pete the Pilot. That was nice. I did well.
 

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