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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

Mentally: I feel disappointed about how three people treated me this weekend by bringing up triggers and how they're telling me that I am all these four letter words (I won't repeat here). Finally I turned it around and called them what they are: narcissistic. Narcissism is one of my BIGGEST hates in this world...my biological family is that and that's why I dumped them. These men dumped me as their friend because they couldn't handle the truth. Do I miss them? No, not really. I just stopped caring about people like that a long time ago.

Right now I feel ignored but it's for the best. I don't need their drama and BS anymore.
Otherwise, I've got costochondritis from my pneumonia that could last 6 months or longer. I will survive...I usually do.
 
I fell like I am an opened bag of marbles...spilling out across the floor ...

I feel little...so I grab a large shooter marble for courage.
I feel sad...so I search for a happy colored one. Perhaps a bright yellow!
I feel angry...so I peek for a brick red one to show off self-change is in progress.

But no matter how far my marbles fan out...I am still in the game. I am just loosing the extra baggage.

I feel free...to be me.:singing:
 
Well, I am not sure as it is early morning and I haven't yet engaged my brain, but I do feel a need for romantic love in my life; hugs, kisses, and holding hands so I suppose I feel a bit lonely.

Other than that I feel happy. I am listening to the songbirds singing, watching the sun come up, and having a cup of hazelnut coffee. I'm planning on recording some music onto CD a little later on, so that when I am out and about in the truck I will have some nice tunes to listen to.
 
Stiff and a bit repressed, as though there is pent up stuff there that I can't quite identify. I feel warm and full and nourished from the wonderful Dahl I made the other day that has lasted me two days. Enjoying a new album I found on you tube which is very uplifting and floaty kind of happy music, they're called Koan.

I feel blessed and although today was not very productive, it was pleasant. Ecstatic that I am able to access states of real bliss now, with the 5 tibetan rites. The more I practise them, the more I realise I can feel this whenever I want to...which is exciting. I feel motivated to be disciplined about keeping them as a daily practise and not letting it slide. It feels too good.

Unsure about the future in terms of where I am going to end up as I need to work more to make enough to live the comfortable life I'm enjoying at the moment. Excited at the possibilities and determined to get my own shop started on etsy as well, to make some extra money. Life is good. I feel light.
 

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