What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Spiderallis]

I'm stressing about my dad coming back to continue repairs on the washer- he's either coming this afternoon or tomorrow, depending when his buddy can help. Still exhausted and sore, and going insane from the stink. The trash trucks still haven't come to haul off the flood garbage, it reeks.
-update, 15 minutes after posting the trash truck finally came!

 

[Philippa]

I feel so much better, like total relief, after just finishing a big bowl of yummy porridge with banana cut up and carob molasses, and a pinch of salt, with soymilk Soooooooooooo comforting.

My head still aches at the area between my eyes, and I still do feel a bit stiff and sore in my body in some areas, but at least I feel comforted now...it's what I really needed. I'm about to started bleeding again for my monthly cycle. I can feel it coming. Feeling nice and warm, but a little bit like I need to run...like too much pent up energy that isn't being expended and causing frustration. Must be the porridge and vegies I had for dinner earlier.

I'm feeling really blocked in my body. Thought I was doing ok, and today I was vascillating between beating myself up over the cat and being kind to myself. I put myself up on that pedestal and then knock myself off just as quickly. Feeling in my body right now...grounded. Frustrated. A bit sad and confused, guilty and resented.

 

[Deleted member 6617]

@Junebug, sending you hugs and hoping the night went okay. Very strange, I hope you can find the answers and peace of mind!

Feeling FINE....
Frustrated
Irritated
Not Respected, Listened To, Understood, or Appreciated
Especially Sad, Hurt, Angry, and Confused

:(:mad::confused::cry::notworthy::sick::inpain::grumpy::depressed::banghead::yuck:.....MOSTLY....:wtf:!!!!!!

 

[Tinyflame]

Dear @Philippa , I hope you & your cat are ok. :( :hug:

@Spiderallis did you get flooded? :(

Thank you @Recovery4Me & @Pottershand :hug: :hug: .Yes- how weird is that? :confused: I guess it could be 'coincidence'.. :( :wideeyed:

Oh PH, I am 'fine' also!! :laugh: Falling Into Near Emotional exhaustion, lol. :hug:

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I did something today to start orgonizing some things in my room and got rid of so much useless information I had. My spirits are really lifted as I have been so hard on myself for two days. I am feeling very great now. I have grown so much in my healing and recovery, but the last four years put my process on hold so I am needing more help now. Getting things done one thing at a time and feeling pretty good about that.

 

[Britt.f7]

I didn't feel dread when I woke up this morning, and I have managed to keep it away all day. This is a good sign.

 

[roaminggnome]

I feel better and have hope again.

 

[Let It Be]

I feel like one of these days, the tears are really going to come.

I still don't have much energy so thus have been laying down a lot. I know I just need to give my body the time it needs to know it is safe now. Just a new experience for me to know how bad my nerves are at the moment, so taking it one day at a time.

 

[intothelight]

Feeling really sad.

 

[.Bubbles.]

Tired.

 

[CraftyCath]

I'm feeling :mad: and very jealous. I know I shouldn't be but, with feeling so poorly, I just can't seem to help it.

A family member who I have great difficulty with has just bought a luxury 3 bedroom apartment (fully furnished). She only works 20 hours a week and gets minimum wage. We found out that another family member has paid a huge deposit for her so she can afford the repayments. They do everything for her and yet we are constantly struggling, sometimes not even able to afford food, and they do nothing for us. It is my husbands family and I feel for him - he doesn't deserve to be ignored by them (although I always say he is better off without them.

As soon as I can afford too I am going to get a new mobile phone so they don't have my number. On mine and hubby's anniversary they sent a 'happy anniversary' text to me and nothing to my poor husband - so strange. Hubby and I couldn't even afford to get each other a card so our anniversary passed without any celebration at all and although hubby forgot anyway he wouldn't have done anything special due to lack of finance. :( I want them out of my life.:p

 

[notsurewheretoturn]

Feeling very overwhelmed.

I have to move house - again! Landlord wants another 6 months rent up front to renew the lease as this is what I paid to get the house and in their words "there's no history of consecutive rent payments for 6 months." No because it was ALL paid in advance! Feeling victimised here and there little I can do about it as I don't have the money to pay up front.

No real sleep for over a week now.