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I feel sad and lost. Tomorrow is Halloween which used to be one of my favorite days of the year. I loved costuming but there aren't many costumes for a dumpy middle-aged woman (please, no more suggestions of Ursula from The Little Mermaid). I'm too poor for costuming, anyway. It's weird to have to face one of the ways I've lost my identity (I was known for my costumes!) just because the calendar tells me so. I want to cook some traditional Irish foods for me and a friend but I'll end up eating most of them which seems like a bad idea since I'm already fat.
Feeling confused over a PTSD/abuse nightmare I had last night, it was like I was dreaming about someone else's abuse history and yet it was me that I was dreaming about. I am puzzled as I try to figure out the nightmare's meaning.
Feeling impressed about how many different moods you can show with different lion's pictures, @Lionheart777 . :geek:
I'm feeling tired and sleepy...and I need a hug. I'm also feeling proud that I survived this week with few sleep and lots of work and a hard therapy session.
Submerged in a deep depression. Didn't realize how severe it was getting until I tried to look at it from the other side. I'd be very worried if someone I cared about told me that they felt this way. I'm glad the people who care enough to ask trust me enough to accept vague answers. I'll be okay.
I am feeling better. I had a bad dream last night about my sister and it did not apply to my life at all so I chalked it up to mere nonsense.
I am all warm and cozy today.
I woke up in a depressive state. Not sure why. Maybe I am just tired from my busy week and it has caught up to me. I'm hoping that's just it. I want to crawl back into bed. Not cool.