What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Anrish]

@TreeHugger : Thank you for the healing candle. I think it might have worked over night a bit. :hug:

I was already at the doctor's on Friday and got my antibiotics. And thanks for the recommendations concerning the essential oils. I never used Vic vaporup before, so don't worry. ;)

I still feel like hit by a mob of wild orcs. :blackeye: ...but the fever is getting less and the ACC pills are doing their work over the day. I was always a candidate for bronchitis, so I know how to handle it...but it still hurts.

But I also feel taken care of thanks to you Treehugger and thanks to my best friend who stood behind me all night when I was coughing my soul out of me - holding my hair out of my face, rubbing my back and getting new hankies...felt so nice not to be standing there alone.

 

[ms spock]

I am tired and stressed. There will be an intervention tonight and I don't know how it will go, if he won't get treatment and change his behaviours, he has to go.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I lost my husband to death over a year ago, and I discovered the root cause of my depression, grief and mourning and hurting and loss of my very best friend. So I journal and grieve and feel the great pain of loss. I am beginning to think it will take years to fully heal from losing my partner in life. I feel better for allowing myself to feel the pain of loss. Also I have been too hard on myself and am not doing that anymore. I am just plain hurting and in great pain so I will go with the flow of feelings as they dissipate in the process of recovering from this great loss.

 

[ms spock]

I have been too hard on myself and am not doing that anymore.

I told you! ;)

I am just plain hurting and in great pain so I will go with the flow of feelings as they dissipate in the process of recovering from this great loss.

My very best to you today. You are so wise and so courageous.

 

[ms spock]

I am feeling better. Still stressed the intervention didn't go well and it didn't go badly. He just shut down and said he is leaving in December. So all the helplines, options and so forth that I had compiled didn't have a chance to be passed on. I wish it had. I want him to go, but I don't want him to top himself. But I also don't want to deal with this anymore.

 

[Deleted member 6617]

Some anxiety and apprehension about a doctor appointment this morning. I really don't want to hear the word "surgery" again. Getting MRI results on my knees. Deep breath and off I go.

 

[therisa]

Am feeling numb and having trouble focusing on anything, for long. Am feeling nausea, my acid reflux med need to be increased, but am feeling very anxious to be, in the waiting room.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am feeling very tired and emotionally spent right now.

 

[Deleted member 6617]

I really don't want to hear the word "surgery" again

My fears have been realized. Knee replacement surgery scheduled for Dec. 16th. A lot of jumbled feelings racing around. Need to calm myself and get rid of the irrational ones. Right now I can't stop the tears. Family is too far away, but thank God for S. We will get through this!

 

[Karen12]

I am sad for my friend. His sister is in the ICU following surgery and she might not recover. He is the youngest of many siblings and I think this is hitting him hard as a reality check for how old they (we) are all getting and the ends of our lives are not as far off as they used to be.

 

[Lionheart]

I am feeling tired and weary, but hopefully with some rest this will soon pass.

 

[CraftyCath]

@Lionheart777 Tired and weary is just how I feel too.

I am still dealing with residual stress and am not sleeping well and I'm permanently tired. I am getting a lot of headaches and don't know if it is a virus, tiredness or withdrawal from the amount of drugs I have been taking lately. I am gradually reducing them as it seems that even taking the highest dose of Citalopram, Propranolol and a bit of Diazepam I still can't control the triggers and dissociation. :p

I need new glasses too but cannot pay for them so I will just have to plod on.

Feeling like I know I cannot and will not take any more :poop: from people even if my symptoms do terrify me. All these nasty folk will get is the 'wrath of Cath.'