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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

I am pissed off.

I know I can deal with (most of) my triggers if I really want to. I have the toolkit now. I know what to do now.
And instead I choose to enable them because I feel threatened and not secure enough with my new self, my actual self.

Instead I choose to feel sorry for myself and indulge in the thought of "this is so unfair, all of this is happening to me".
To be honest, I come across as a spoiled child. A child who just wants to whine instead of growing up. Because whining is easier.

I have realized that I am my own enabler. I can change NOW. I need to face it. :banghead:
 
I had a rough morning because of a bad nightmare. Luckily my granddaughter the little one woke me up for some company. I feels so much better now and I accomplished so many things today. Looking forward to visiting my daughter in the hospital. I am just waiting for her boyfriend to get off of work, sadly he has to work the weekend and he will take me to visit my daughter.

Cath you are better than you then you think you are and not as bad as you think you are. Sending healing hugs of reassurance. You are a gift to all of us here. You are a real treasure.
 

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