What Are You Thinking?

[Tanishq]

I am thinking to go bed earlier today. I feel very tired.

 

[Nighthawk]

When it comes down to it I mean nothing.

 

[Deleted member 6617]

I'm thinking how hurtful people can be. I'm thinking I will never be safe from hurtful people. I'm thinking I HAVE to get control of my fear.

 

[The Albatross]

Ack. [self censored and rather proud of myself at the moment]

 

[Tanishq]

I am thinking to be creative right now.

 

[Tanishq]

I am thinking to sit on my chair without giving any strain to my body right now.

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

I'm thinking I'm done waving my arms around trying to get the attention of one of my brothers. I wish he'd get it through his head that he's older than me not better than me. We're equals. And when he posts on facebook about our sisters and leaves me out of it and includes a cousin instead it's really hurtful and annoying. I'm done reaching out to people who don't reach back. If they don't have time for me why should I make time for them? Maybe I'm perceiving this all wrong through distorted thinking but I'm tired of feeling like I have to beg for attention from one of my brothers.

 

[Let It Be]

I just heard that the neighbor who used to live next door to me is coming back this next weekend.

I am thinking and telling myself that it will be interesting to see where I am at when I possibly see her. The neighbor across the street has invited her to stay with her. I know it has been only a few short months since she moved. I just don't look forward to it and will do what I need to until the weekend is over and she returns to where she is living now.

 

[Sazza]

I am thinking will things ever get better, will I ever be free from feeling this way.

 

[Tanishq]

I am thinking to rinse and repeat grounding technique. I believe that will calm me down in long run.

 

[Tanishq]

@BlackbirdSinging You did good there. This way more room for new good and positive people in your life. :)

 

[Friday]

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My internal monologue is a little jacked at the moment. I'm thinking, but it's not really coherent. Or, at least, it's not in a language I recognize. <grin> Which I'm only sharing because I end up thinks this stuff rather often.