What Is On Your Mind Right This Second?

[The Albatross]

I still have some low frustration tolerance for people who annoy me. Need to work on that... again.

 

[Rani G2]

stupidity, but I accept them to know their

Haha yes accept......

 

[Ronin]

Cops & Exhaustion.

& That the uneventful sail Fri shoulda be changed to some eventful ones, for how done I am with people, I would rather go back to be done with just the seas.

 

[Tornadic Thoughts]

Anxious to see what the next shit show will be....as each and every time I think they may be over, or at least lessening just a bit...Whoomp! there it is...again...and again...

As we approach mother's day weekend, which will be the first one without my mom, who passed away last month, I get a call from the cemetery requesting I call back asap.

The folks who buried her made a mistake and put her 16 inches over into someone else's plot rather than right up next to dad as it should have been. We have to go sign paperwork to approve them moving her over. She went through hell in the nursing home, the hospital, and now the god damn cemetery, too.

Grateful for a sense of humor, otherwise I believe I would have repeatedly snapped by now. I know it isn't a big deal compared to other issues, but my heart feels the feels like a mofo with anything related to mom right now.

 

[The Albatross]

I have to cook three meals today and damn it no one had a request. It would be easier if they'd just make a choice once in a while and I'm bored. But I'll get over it.

 

[ChildofGod]

I've never felt more alive than today, right now.

 

[Ronin]

How me with similar experiences dates end up so tragic or faar away,

& The close fellas I get so terrified to be even near, because come on, I know you are well meaning, but we live in different worlds, you and I.

& How both should stop f*cking gutting me, for entirely different reasons.
This week was such a mess, that date only crowning it.

 

[SeekingAfrica]

That I was a mess this week and I am really looking forward to figuring out how to turn it around.
That we shouldn't only take care of our pets, but ourselves too; so if all I do is at home or on computer all day it is healthy to take myself out for small daily walks.
That I am thankful there is a second season of a show I love that came out today and I have something to truly take my mind off my troubles.

 

[Ronin]

Something, 1997.

Something, Today & a last few weekends / what the hell am I missing in actionable things.

Cooking, the thank God normal thought lane. Need to get new soy & oil.

 

[Teasel]

What the f*ck am I doing with this man? Stop it! You totally don't need to put yourself through it.

 

[Teasel]

Pleased that I can step back from the irritation and anger so quickly. Witness it rather than be it.

I so need to be living somewhere else.

 

[Tornadic Thoughts]

I wonder why the bear only chewed up one of the bird feeders? It must prefer thistle over sunflower seeds. Ironically, it chose to take out the one I didn't like and bought by mistake. High fives the bear, from afar. Note to self...plant more sunflowers and such to avoid having to put feeders up during bear visiting months. Check.