What Is On Your Mind Right This Second?

[Rani G2]

Eating Meat or not eating Meat
.........

We all die - Accept it.

 

[whiteraven]

How the heck am I going to pay for that new car I just bought? LOL

 

[Lionheart]

That self-care on a physical level seems to be the last form of self-care I could administer to myself. For whatever reason, I used to neglect my physical health.

 

[Ellabella44]

How to use my hypervigilence and some mania as advantages instead of things I avoid.

 

[Lionheart]

I am coming to accept that I will probably be single for the remainder of my life. Not negative, just trying to be reasonable. I have been single for the past 22 years.

 

[Tinyflame]

Stayed up til 2:30 a.m. looking for alternate employment.
Contemplating throwing an entry in to a contest that I feel I have little aptitude for but everyone else says otherwise.
Bumped again in to guy that keeps asking me out (for years), he is victim to same place's dealings, but on the consumer end.
Trying to be accepting, calm, you name it. Feeling horrid, disheartened, afraid & hopeless.
Going to be a horrendous next 2 weeks. Three, including rest of this one.
Hoping relative & partner reconcile.
Hoping Gaviscon works in reverse, better gut = less anxiety.

 

[MrMoonlight]

-I'm better with the door.
-how to undo a lifetime of shyness and isolation.
-that I need better social skills and aptitude.
-airport
-routine building

 

[Tinyflame]

I'm better with the door too @MrMoonlight .
Why ask, what does it matter.

 

[Ellabella44]

Going off vraylar and will try something else for my bipolar. Just hoping I don't have a bad manic episode before I see my aprn again.

 

[Tinyflame]

Pulling for you @Ellabella44 . :hug:

Both happy, and sad, for (different) others. Heart broken, in fact.
Feel Idk, pretty abandoned. But adults can't be abandoned.
Deciding what I'll do, after the 23rd especially.
Wish I wasn't 'here'.
Totally alone.

 

[Deanna]

Burned out ( which is a bad place for me) due to a certain relationship

 

[Tinyflame]

Realizing why I made the decisions I have in my life were predicated on the knowledge people don't care, and lie- a lot. Like T.S. Elliott said, ~I arrived where I began & knew the place for the first time. I will choose accordingly now, like I did then, but with confirmation. Not 2nd-guessing.