What Made You Angry Today?

[KP the nut]

Drivers who speed up when you overtake them.

 

[Err0r]

I'm angry because my family is supportive of a complete stranger, but never believed me when I talked to them about my molestation and physical abuse. I'm angry at them. I'm angry because their actions make me feel like I'm unworthy. That I wasn't &^%$#@! WORTHY enough to be saved. Or helped. Or believed.

 

[ms spock]

The overwhelming feelings.

 

[Queen Boudica]

I'm not sure whether I should be angry or scared or just dismiss it. My ex H (the one who physically abused and controlled me, who I avoid all possible contact with except for dealings with the kids) well he phoned me today to ask if I had any vouchers for petrol and then when he put down the phone he said "Love you, Bye" We have been separated nearly 2 years. That is just creepy.

 

[ms spock]

How extremely difficult it is to heal not having attachment to mother with complex trauma on top of that.

 

[Pencil]

attachment to mother with complex trauma

Same here, Ms Spock. I know how difficult it is to heal.

 

[Chincho]

My brother-in-law made me furious today.

My husband has been battlind a very complex pneumonia for over a month and my brother-in-law called to ask if we were sure it wasn't lung cancer. He insisted we were lying to him. As if we weren't worried enough with the never-ending pneumonia!!!!

I got so angry he could actually hear me through the phone my husband was holding. I'm pretty sure he won't be calling again soon.

 

[ms spock]

How frozen and paralysed I have been today.

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

I'm angry at my symptoms. I'm angry that I'm hypervigilant. I'm angry that I'm anxious. I'm angry that logic and reason have gone out the window and that my thoughts have twisted into paranoid things that are making me freak out. I'm angry that all of this is making my perspective on someone twist and confuse me. I'm angry at how I'm feeling about all of this.

 

[ms spock]

I am angry how I am not managing the basics.

 

[ms spock]

How hard it is to get moving.

 

[rainy_daze]

Myself. I'll get over that anger though, because it won't achieve anything.