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What Made You Angry Today?

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Thank you all for your thoughts and support, I trust that Amethist will help.

This helped too, as humour often does, I found it when the tears just wouldn't stop:

My Neighbor Sucks!.webp
 
What didn't make me angry today?
-My oblivious co workers for booking me way too many dogs than possible to groom within my hours.
-My knees for not allowing me to sleep the past few nights.
-A customer who lied to get a free grooming and almost getting me in trouble because of her lie
-The dogs I had to deal with today. It was as if they booked me every extremely aggressive dog today. I got bit real bad by 3 different dogs.
-Someone cutting me off on my way home and almost causing me to hit someone head on to avoid him

I need a nap...
 
I uses to be so laid back I'd fall over, so everyone said. But I have noticed that I have a shorter fuse these days than I use to.

I am very angry at my hubby today and he still doesn't understand. I showed him this site and got him to read some of it yet it doesn't seem to go in. And this morning just goes to prove that.
He wakes me to give me my pills (which I admit I didn't take) and still doesn't say sorry for last night. So we haven't spoken for the last 12 plus hrs, so I decide I'll send him a text as it's better than me talking.

And still he say's he knows what he did was wrong but that was it. No sorry no nothing and now I'm sat here with my blood boiling getting ready to blow. And if I do blow and get angry, mad and upset than I'm the worse person in the world.

By the way what happened last night is I wasn't coping well and I was getting very upset so I rang the 24 hr helpline. I did everything she adviced me to do and she spoke to my hubby.
I finally settled and drifted off to sleep only to have one of my nightmares I was fighting and pleading for him to stop. When my hubby wakes me and has ago at me.

I got very angry and marched upstairs to my room and locked my door and than we had another row this morning.

He just doesn't seem to get why I am so cross.
 
- Sexist work colleagues.
- Not having 30 seconds to myself.
- The demands & lack of compassion.
- Having to listen to morons waffle on with crap because you're "just a girl".
- Nagging.
- Incompetance.
- Ignorance.
- Poo on the toilet seat @ train station....eeeew!
 
In session with the spouse who minimizes miscommunication and his work commitments. I got pissed and actually froze up in the middle of a share. Ugh. It took me a minute to rebalance and say, this is my turn it's not a character assination (sp?) or a debate. I'm stuck now, I'm stuck now. I was already fragile going in but now I am pissed.
 
Not so much today... but a lot of days what angers me is tomorrow.

Perhaps I should explain a bit. I always dread and dwell on what I need to get done, write umpteen to do lists, and still manage to do almost nothing on the list.
 
Today...dog walkers who don't pick up their :poop:!!!!! I hate it, hate it, hate it!!!!! The latest thing over here is for the walker to pick up the :poop: and put it in a bag and then tie the bag to a tree or bush! What's with that? :mad: Stupid, lazy people really p**s me off! It's not nice when you pay out so much money for a good pair of hiking boots only to stand in it when you are trudging up a steep hill. (Not me fortunately, but hubby did)!

I could rant and rant on this subject - drives me mad!!!!!!!!:mad:
 
Today I am angry at myself!!
I have slept most of the day away and I had a dream about my abuser.
But he wasn't hurting me, he was trying to make up with me for the night before.
He was being really sweet and loving and I woke to feel like I could maybe see his point of veiw.
I felt like it was my fault and I wanted to ring him and say sorry!
I mean WTF am I sorry for.
Now I am so cross with myself for the stirring of feelings and the wanting to forgive him for that split second.
I don't want to forgive him he ruined my life because of him I never really got to be a child.
I feel sick that I had these thoughts and I am so P'ED off with myself.
 
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