1. How my life is
2. How my punishing mind won't let me be happy with the daily baby steps I'm taking to change this (the above)
3. Kid acting like the library was a playground and parents who didn't have them pinned in fear to a chair
4. Mind bringing ex to the forefront and using the relationship as never ending resource of shame
5. Being a physical, mental and emotional wreck and hopelessness that surrounds it
2. How my punishing mind won't let me be happy with the daily baby steps I'm taking to change this (the above)
3. Kid acting like the library was a playground and parents who didn't have them pinned in fear to a chair
4. Mind bringing ex to the forefront and using the relationship as never ending resource of shame
5. Being a physical, mental and emotional wreck and hopelessness that surrounds it