I am angry that my husbands hallucinations and delusions are back. I couldn't sleep and got up early to make the chili for my family coming over today. I was actually enjoying it. My husband got up and I wanted to give him a kiss and he said no.
Then he accused me of having sex with somebody, and putting pills in my water glass. I know it is the disease. But I discovered 2 new tools. I told him he was hallucinating and having delusions again. But he is having a episode. So I told him I could call 911 and have him placed in a home. I will be more careful in the future. I should not have told him that about placing him. I was getting angry at the accusations and the poor me words that were pouring out of his mouth.
I hate this when it happens. I feel so incredibly overwhelmned. So I did some research on parkinsons dementia and tommorow I will call his psychiatrist and let him know what is going on. He just started 2 new medications, and he could have a UTI. So I will ask him to order a test for him, to get that checked out. It is so hard to be the responsible grown up. It triggers me, and I have to function properly. Now if only I do not beat up on myself.