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What Made You Angry Today?

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I'm angry at myself ... this past while I get scared and apprehend that something horrible is going to happen to one of my children or grand-children - accident ... kidnapping ... a real PTSD festival of fears ... I'm trying to get a certain control of this ... I'm going to go weed my garden and hopefully this will get the poison out of my system.
 
One of the few people that I actually trust broke a promise to me today...and it wasn't like it was even a huge promise, just that he would come over. But him blowing me off not only pisses me off but makes me wonder who I can trust if not him.
 
I got angry today that the people at the store told me my laptop would be ready, so when I went there to pick it up they were still scanning it. I hate it when things do not get taken care of when you are told they will be. I felt let down and dissappointed. I was so angry at them. I was so upset over having to go there twice. I hate it when I am told by a salesperson that they will call me back and they do not.

So frustrating. I was so upset. I hope tommorow will be a better day. I hope it will go smoothly and nothing will happen to ruffle my feathers.
 
I get angry at idiots that don't know how to drive pretty much every day, but today was worse than most. One of the biggest things is people that seem to need to wait for there to be a 1/4 long stretch where there are no cars in any lanes in order to turn right at a red light. I realize this is not really where my anger comes from, but its how it often comes out.
 
Past two days everyone has been so on edge and irritable. I feel like I'm walking on eggshells with EVERYBODY. Today I finally had enough. Someone started in on the little 'I'm going to treat you like I deign to be near you' thing and I just turned it around. I'm good at that, but usually refrain because it feels like mind games. But dang it, I am so sick of the bs! I'm no one's doormat thank you!
 
I am angry that my husbands hallucinations and delusions are back. I couldn't sleep and got up early to make the chili for my family coming over today. I was actually enjoying it. My husband got up and I wanted to give him a kiss and he said no.

Then he accused me of having sex with somebody, and putting pills in my water glass. I know it is the disease. But I discovered 2 new tools. I told him he was hallucinating and having delusions again. But he is having a episode. So I told him I could call 911 and have him placed in a home. I will be more careful in the future. I should not have told him that about placing him. I was getting angry at the accusations and the poor me words that were pouring out of his mouth.

I hate this when it happens. I feel so incredibly overwhelmned. So I did some research on parkinsons dementia and tommorow I will call his psychiatrist and let him know what is going on. He just started 2 new medications, and he could have a UTI. So I will ask him to order a test for him, to get that checked out. It is so hard to be the responsible grown up. It triggers me, and I have to function properly. Now if only I do not beat up on myself.
 
My bully neighbor's wife actually called out my name yesterday - serious cause for alert since the last time I heard her speak she was standing not 2 or 3 feet from to Judge and right after I made it clear the next time her husband verbally attacked me I would take out a restraining order on him! So in her "nothing ever happened I just thought I would help you out voice" she offers to get me the refuse company's number as she see's me hauling left out bags back to the porch. I quietly let her know that these were branches and not a problem they will pick them up this following week, however, she keeps chatting :cautious:...

REALLY?!...I'm not unpleasant in the least and my Hunny steps out the front as soon as he hears voices, this cuts the conversation quickly, thank goodness. I'm wearing sunglasses so she can't see that I'm glaring at her from start to finish! Nothing like a pair "hide me from the world" shades to keep me from regretting getting to involved with my immediate emotions. If looks could kill....pretending to all is okay ..really?? This is soooo trigger city for me and an immediate history with this broad!
 
Stupid frigin smoke alarm. Every time I cook a roast in the oven and open the oven door that smoke alarm goes off and then I have to find a stick or something to poke it and deactivate it for a while only to have it go off again as soon as I open the oven door again.

Why don't they sell smoke alarms with remotes attached to the wall to deactivate them so you don't have to rush round frantically trying to find something long enough to poke them with and you are struggling on tip toes to reach the stupid deactivate button whilst that horrible noise deafens you?
 
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