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What Made You Angry Today?

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I'm angry at me being a bear of little brain :rolleyes:.

I went to the post office, I had cards to send to USA and Germany, a parcel to send, stamps to buy and I needed to deposit a cheque into my bank and collect a parcel that was too big for the letter box.

All was going so well. I asked for a deposit envelope. I put my bank details on the outside, put the cheque inside and sealed it.

Doh, it was only when I got home I realised I hadn't put a paying in slip in with the cheque. I frantically had to phone the PO and they kindly retrieved my envelope.

It had started to rain heavily so I had to go out in the cold and return to the PO - yuck.
 
My wife, good God I can never do anything right. I just cant understand it, got to control everything for a 100 miles around her. She then turns it all back to me like its my fault, she will not take responsibility for her actions but expects the world to bend and break to her veiws and opinions. If not so sickining it would be funny, however the humor ran out many years ago.It never ends sun up to sun down, I try and tell her not to treat me that way but do you think she will respect that noooooooo not for one second , and treats me like I am the one with the problem not her. I can be testy at times and with my PTSD I can be down right nasty as well, I have told her to just try and be nice to me and that goes a very long way. I do believe that she is not aware that she is doing it, it's like breathing for her, natural as can be.:O_o:
 
I am so angry after reading an article in the local paper.

I live in England, and a lady has rescued a dog from Istanbul after it had had both its ears cut off (without anaethsetic) to be used for dog fighting. Then it was hit by a car and had a leg amputated.

The poor dog arrived in England and still wagged its tail. Cruelty of that scale on another living thing - aaagghhh.
 
My ex H. Last Monday he emailed me telling me he had a conference for work this Sunday so he would have to get up really early so he would be unable to take the kids as usual on the Sunday but he would feed and bathe them and have them in their pyjamas and then return them on Saturday night.

So he has just given me a few days notice for a conference he knew must have been coming up weeks ago and is just telling me he will return the kids and not take them overnight on the Saturday or have them on the Sunday. He does not ask if that is OK he just tells me at short notice.

So I emailed back and tell him. "I have plans. You need to consider getting yourself a baby sitter"

Does he reply to that email? No.

I have had a hard week, a really bad week actually. I just did not want to face taking him on about this and assumed he had ignored my email and that he was going to drop off the kids that Saturday. I wanted to go to my friend's party on the Sunday afternoon and evening but that would have meant standing up against him and I had had enough that week.

I mention to my friend whose birthday party it is and she had organised her ex H to look after my youngest and for my other friend's H to look after the 2 eldest so that we could go to her birthday party and have a nice time. So sweet and considerate of all of them.

So today my ex H comes to pick up the kids. I am assuming it is just for the day. I then say to him. "Next time you have something on for work you need to inform me more than a few days notice. My friends have had to rally round to help with the kids so I can go to the birthday party I was going to"

He then informs me that he was not going to the conference. That he had got my email and saw I had plans and so had decided not to go. WTF:mad:

So I then ask why he did not tell me this or bother to reply to my email. Oh he was busy this week at work, working till 10 pm on a couple of days. It is just a misunderstanding. Bullshit.
 
I'm telling myself that it is okay to be angry about this. I tried calling my med nurse practitioner earlier today. I had to leave a message. Their message did not say they were closed today, but I have a feeling they might have been. I actually reached out to them, like my therapist requested, and, so far no call back. I think I might have to call their answering service now and who knows who I'll end up with. Someone not knowing my story? I have been feeling horrible mentally for the last night and day. Not looking forward to this night without my hubby.

If they were closed today, they should have had that in their message. I would have called the answering service earlier. UGH
 
My damn mother-in-law.

She knows how to hurt her son every time. This time by trying to get him a Christmas present on the cheap.

She spends what ever she likes on her daughters and grandchildren, but her son is always made to feel the odd one out.

Well she blew it today as I told her we could not play copy DVD's on our machine, so she will have to go out and buy him a genuine one.
 
I am am angry at this crippling anxiety which makes everything so much harder. I can do stuff along with the anxiety I discovered today. I feel shaky and all of the bad that comes along with that.

But I am so angry at how much it cripples me.
 
Okay, now I am angry. My med np never called me on Friday. What is the point of reaching out when you are in a bad place if people are just going to let you drop? I don't see my therapist next week, she was booked. I do see my med np next Friday and, yes, this will be a topic of discussion.
 
Today I am angry that PTSD has yet again put a stop to our plans.

We had planned to go to a supermarket further away from the one we normally go to. I wanted to buy some things that I can only get there, but hubby's issues have put a stop to it yet again.

He said if you could drive, you could have gone yourself. Yes I know that but I can't and I do not really want to learn anyway. Looks like I am going to have to at some point though.

:poop: I hate all this has done to us today.
 
It made me angry that my husband doesn't always take care of himself. Then, sometimes, he plays the roll of the martyr when he does that. He could take care of himself, or let me, when he is feeling sick or tired but doesn't. Then he makes passive aggressive comments to me. I absolutely hate that! :mad: Good thing he doesn't do it often or it would drive me nuts (more then I already am of course :rolleyes:)
 
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