What Made You Angry Today?

[Sailorgal]

It is definitely more challenging with future relationships when it's someone we love thar hurts us.

Not only was my abuser sick in the head, he thought he was God's gift to women. Everyone was shocked that this would've happened to me. I see a difference with compared to other sufferers who were children and abused through fear. I was a very strong, dominant woman and part if my rage was also unforgiveness towards myself. I hated him (I'm being gentle with my words), but hated myself for allowing it when I knew better. I don't know if you are experiencing some of that yourself. BUT that self-hate doesn't mean we are responsible in any way.

One day at a time...

 

[Legend]

My diet, man what a pain! I really have to watch my weight, I currently weigh about 375 lbs, I am not so much as fat I am just very large. My passion for years was weight lifting and in my day I was in great shape. I still am to a degree, but old age is catching up with me in many ways. I am no longer able to lift the way I had for years, so I have to be careful of the weight, if I dont watch it bad things will happen. For instance, my knees will begin to sing a very painful song, my hard found clothes will no longer fit etc.

I really dont mind the diet most of the time but, this go around is getting pretty ugly to say the least. No carb, my hell, I do not care for sweets as much as I like the savory spicey foods, tacos mmmmmmm! I am not really angry at the fact that I cant eat as I like, I just find it a pain to put up with for the most part. Bought some carb free bread at $10.00 a loaf, pretty stupid, I know, but hey it's bread or thats what they sell it as?

I tried it this morning, I can tell you that the proper perspective must be maintained when eating this product. I had to remind myself that it is indeed bread, im just not to sure what kind? A good discription is sliced cork, that smells like chicken feed, but hey it's bread right. I have found the whole thing to be very amusing and some what sad to tell the truth.

Have a great ,Legend:O_o:

 

[amethist]

My husband.

He has been drinking again.

 

[Sailorgal]

(((Amethist)))
Sorry to hear. You two were making such good progress. Family issues are never that simple to simple enough to just put aside. Hope he "shakes out of it."

 

[Loveneverfails]

I have a whole fricking list today. My T and the prospect of dealing with him tonight, my ex who I'll have to deal with in below freezing weather, my daughter hurting me, my sisters ex husband now contacting me to try and get my support on an issue I have no control over. I am seriously not in a good place today.

 

[p-no]

The darn hole(s) in the sidewalk I either keep falling in or have to put so much energy and effort into to not fall back into.

 

[Britt.f7]

Realizing the type of person I am in regards to relationships. If they end, that's it, no chance of reconciliation. If I'm the one that left, I still won't go back. I cut off complete and utter contact. Even emotionally. Especially emotionally. I won't allow myself to reconnect. Someone once said that at least, on some level, I know if someone is harmful to my well being. Perhaps. Perhaps I'm the one who is intolerable.

A song brought that up in me.

 

[ms spock]

Watching someone being manipulated but not being able to do anything about it.

 

[ms spock]

Missing M today, we would usually get together.

 

[KP the nut]

I have just been phoned at home by a passenger asking for a change to her friends journey on Monday. I told her to phone the office and leave a message until tomorrow, she said no-one is at the office - yes, that would be because hours are 9 - 1. She didn't get, why I wouldn't take the message and deal with it in the morning.

Hello, work is work and now I'm at home relaxing. I work for community transport not a 24/7 taxi service:mad:.

 

[CraftyCath]

You just can't tell some people KP!

I just had a call from a woman saying I was in the wrong council tax band and I was owed money. I asked her what she meant and she said I was in band B when I should be in band A and I was owed money dating back to when we first moved in.

All my red lights were flashing and I told her she would have to post the details but I didn't give her my address and she hung up. I was just stringing her on. She had a strong Asian accent. I'm not being racist here but it did sound like a call centre. The call was caller withheld.

My sister told me it is a scam and I looked it up on the net. Seems there is a bloke in India who is scamming Brits over the phone so I was spot on. These people make me so angry; praying on the week and vulnerable.:devilish:

The only people who would contact me about my council tax would be the council and they always send a letter. I know full well my property is band B. Such idiots!

 

[Deleted member 12723]

We have contractors who prey upon the elderly in this mobile home park. They are always calling us wanting to do a free inspection. That is the bait. The switch is that they come up with bogus things that need repair and charge so much for the work which is shoddy. I just hang up on them anymore. It makes me mad too. I can relate to what you said Cath.