What Makes You Angry Today?

[Grizzly]

Maybe it is all in my head.

 

[Raven]

I finally kicked this annoying f*cking kitten out of my house. No, he doesn't get to stay after he keeps getting into my stuff. He somehow got on top of my desk hutch and knocked a bunch of stuff off. Last straw. Obviously he was campaigning to become a yard cat. I'll put food and water out for him but he can't be in here because he refuses to learn some f*cking boundaries. If he gets hit by a car or mauled by another stray, it's his own damn fault for getting into stuff over and over and over.

 

[Deleted member 43454]

I went for a cruise to get some air and what not. Check out the sunset. Passed by my Mom's and sister's place, saw a new vehicle there. Haven't heard any real contact from them since they last needed money, or had one of their vehicles break down, or her previous boyfriend jumped out of a 2 story window landed on his f*cking head and went into a coma. So anyway I knock on the door twice and enter. So her new boyfriend. Don't really know him seem's like an alright guy, I'm not going to get all retarded. But its just the fact that I don't hear shit from them unless it's spending bonding time at the local bar. No thanks.

Wish I could of recorded that guy. He was shitting in his pants. I walked out abruptly before I did any damage and proceeded home.
People won't change when you want them to.

 

[combatgoldfish]

Once people piss me off or annoy me, I cut all communication with them. Family or not. Might be the ptsd, or could be because I'm a heartless bastard.

In other news got new seats for the jeep. The old ones were so uncomfortable. Driver's side had a rip and I accidentally ripped off two of the slider handles to lower the top half of the seat.

So, decided to go with some standard denim type seats. Had a shop do it since I would ultimately break the bracket with my anger issues and the lack of the tool to get in those tight reach places.

They say it'll be done between 515-530. It's almost 6 now and only one seat is in... And now all the sudden I'm missing an adaptor. So f*cking annoying. Be rolling around for the week with one f*cking seat lol

 

[Deleted member 43454]

Lol, aw man that sucks. I'm pretty much the same way when it comes to family. I think I'm a reasonable guy. I have family elsewhere that I have nothing to do with. Because of them kicking me to the street when I was going to school and waiting on my claim. Made shit a hell of a lot more difficult.

 

[combatgoldfish]

Lol, aw man that sucks. I'm pretty much the same way when it comes to family. I think I'm a reasonable guy. I have family elsewhere that I have nothing to do with. Because of them kicking me to the street when I was going to school and waiting on my claim. Made shit a hell of a lot more difficult.

I try to be reasonable but if I had to fall on my family for support and they kicked me to the street, I'd flip shit and never reconnect. Not saying that's the best thing to do but you handled it better than I.

So, those f*ck faces got both seats in but the passenger seat isn't completely bolted in. $62 for the adapter. And I noticed that one of the rubber cup holders is all the sudden missing. I just don't f*cking get how one seat no problem and the other one had so many issues then why the f*ck are they removing the cup holders. f*cking idiots. Heartburn is in full force now.

 

[Friday]

PTSD or heartless is a good question. Totally aside from isolating from people I actually like, same here. Piss me off for real, and they're completely cut off. Done. I've been known to check back after a couple years in rare cases, but after that, so far it's forever. I'll forgive a whole helluva lot, in some ways I've got a very long fuse. But cross the line and there's just no coming back from it.

 

[dutchiedelta]

Family... The people that don't like you anymore since you've changed.
Also don't like to adjust their mental map where you're trying to change for the better.

Something pissed me off last night with a shock.
I must have been missbehaving more than I realised.
Not angry about the hard time I must have been going through and spreading it.
About not seeing sooner and not seeing a way back.

That nobody told me in my face they were unhappy with things.
That gets to me with a jolt.

Forget all the times I helped move house. Sat children, cooked food and talked people through the night when they took a fall.
Just remember me going off the rails and dump me without a word. That's nice.
Makes me wonder if there are any bridges that need mending.
Why bother if I'm this disposable?
Pisses me off.

 

[Friday]

I'm on a medication holiday, which needs a new name. I haven't drunk in ages, and I'm honestly considering naming it "beer". Still on the fence. So I'm at my parents going through old boxes, finding some of my shit I've had stored here for... Ever. I come across bag o'meds from the 90s in one of my boxes. Base pharmacy. Shee-it. Equanil, Trazidone, Meperidine, Demerol, MS-Contin, Seconal, Meprobomate, Ativan (I think, it's Wyeth & 5sided A shaped, anyway), benzos, barbs... f*ck. Apparently I was more f*cked than I thought. Also, clearly, this is my reject pile. As there isn't a single -codone in this mindf*ck. What the f*ck??? I remember getting sent out more. That was happy. I remember occasionally being given something stronger than ground pounder candy. I don't remember this shit. I don't remember the volume of this shit. WTFO?

 

[holdenmonty]

I'm with you there. My wife and I got a cat from the local humane society several months ago and the cat knew where the litter box was and shit in it often. I would correct him for getting into shit he wasn't suppose to with the spray bottle eventually he turned anti social and took a nasty runny shit in mine and my wife's closet and then a couple weeks after that took a shit in my youngest sons closet. I wanted to beat the cats head in and kill it but I reminded myself that it would be cruelty to animals if I did that so it is now an outside cat until we find somebody that will take him in. I hope he gets hit by a car everyday.

 

[Friday]

Present company excluded... Damn stoners!!! FFS if you're going to think 35mph is blazing speed, stay off the freeway. I'm the first to admit I drive way too fast when I'm fighting for control and the only one in my vehicle. I had to keep checking my speedometer to make sure I wasn't worse off than I thought, because I was blowing by people, and having to dodge and weave through traffic like I was doubling the speed limit. Nope. Exactly, on the nose, perfectly within the law. At one point on tonight's drive only a cop and 1 other car were matching ... The speed limit... And the cop mimed smoking a bowl. No shit. Doesn't mean you're still not wired for an accident or there to be some real reason a wide open freeway has slowed to a crawl. There are more potshops than Starbucks in my city right now since it went legal for non-med purposes. Traffic is at a blind crawl multiple times a day. 5mph through streets zoned for 30, and 30 on freeways zoned for 60. People stopped at flashing red lights (stop, look, go... Like stop signs) like they're going to change color. Head smack! It's a good thing I don't have my jeep with its ram bar anymore or I'd start tapping people awake. Dude. Go. I will push you out of the way even in my little car in 3-2-1...

 

[Deleted member 43454]

Present company excluded... Damn stoners!!! FFS if you're going to think 35mph is blazing speed, stay off the freeway. I'm the first to admit I drive way too fast when I'm fighting for control and the only one in my vehicle. I had to keep checking my speedometer to make sure I wasn't worse off than I thought, because I was blowing by people, and having to dodge and weave through traffic like I was doubling the speed limit. Nope. Exactly, on the nose, perfectly within the law. At one point on tonight's drive only a cop and 1 other car were matching ... The speed limit... And the cop mimed smoking a bowl. No shit. Doesn't mean you're still not wired for an accident or there to be some real reason a wide open freeway has slowed to a crawl. There are more potshops than Starbucks in my city right now since it went legal for non-med purposes. Traffic is at a blind crawl multiple times a day. 5mph through streets zoned for 30, and 30 on freeways zoned for 60. People stopped at flashing red lights (stop, look, go... Like stop signs) like they're going to change color. Head smack! It's a good thing I don't have my jeep with its ram bar anymore or I'd start tapping people awake. Dude. Go. I will push you out of the way even in my little car in 3-2-1...

Pssh those f*ckers Friday. Even if I'm stoned. I literally have to remind myself to drive slow, instead of fast. Captain Burnout. That quality is too damn strong for anybody under 21 unless for medical use of course. Some kids like to go around taking full on blunts to the dome and just going retarded. I'd much rather conserve with a bowl. And utilize responsibly at home. When I was a kid it was dirt weed from Mexico. Now the quality is like holy shit.