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Man down for 2 days, self inflicted via booze. When will I learn, very rarely do I drink and when I do I'm a health hazard. Very pissed at myself and battling serious blues. I can't even concentrate to responed to posts (probably a good thing!). Next time I get the urge I'll try remember this feeling; stupid twat.
I go through the same shit from time to time. Remembering how you feel afterwards is good. One thing that helped me way removing booze from the house. If I happen to drink, I get a small bottle so I don't end up overdoing it.
 
It's difficult to abstain. Took me forty years to learn that. My beast would rear it's ugly head and I'd start drinking. My problem was I didn't get hangovers unless I really chugged down the hard liquor. It was my only weapon against the beast. But it's also very destructive. To one's own health, relationships and sometimes relations with the law.

I feel deeply for you Dan. It's a very difficult time you're going through. If I can help...

Sarg
 
Cheers Sarge. I get this urge and I don't care at what cost, I just drink...allot, blackouts the lot. Complete self annihilation! Should not have drunk on my meds. Hopefully I can see out the year now, booze free.
 
Cheers, brothers. I guess it's the easiest medicine you can find. I think my car has a mind of its own. But I am not a bad drinker. Know when to quit and never drive and drink. There was a time or two or three when I did not. Stupid really.

And it just does not help the insomnia at all. I think that was my first step to reality.
 
Only problem is the states have been dropping their threshold so low that one beer on an empty stomach will put you over. So, you can't even get a buzz and drive anymore. So, I'm thankful to have control over it and not drive drunk anymore. Miss the honky tonk music tho'...Merl Haggard and "Today, I started loving you".

Sarg
 
Initiated the smallest bit of banter last week at work; today I get pulled in for upsetting someone. It was a complete joke and very petty. What is up with people? Most people know I like a laugh and can take as good as I get. I spoke to said offended person directly and sorted it out, hear say bull shit doesn't wash with me, rather sort it.

Pissed off at the situation though. I am in a job where thick skin is needed anyway; I will not change.
 
Day 6 of a very bad stomach flu of some kind. I won't go into details, but it's horrible. Today I wake up in very bad pain ALL OVER, and my right big toe feels like someone hit it with a hammer on the big joint. I can't put any weight on it when walking.

My wife got the stomach flu too, but not nearly as bad and only a few days.

I've been having a hard time staying hydrated. The more I drink, the worse the stomach cramps from top to, well... bottom.

Since my wife got a new pup to train for her as a service dog a month ago, I've been having a hard time keeping mine with me. My dog knows something is up, she won't leave my side this last week.
 
Just a word of caution about your big toe. It may just be the flu but symptoms of gout are a lot like that. Swelling at the joint of the big toe, tenderness and redness, pain whether you're walking or have it elevated. If that doesn't go away in a few days besides the flu symptoms I'd get to a doctor for treatment for the foot. Gout is a nasty, extremely painful and debilitating condition. Cause, excess uric acid that builds up in the joint and then crystallizes there. Just saying to be mindful of it. And I hope that you get better soon.
 
Gout came to mind before I got out of bed. Thank you for pointing it out though. The joint IS red and swollen. I was going to look it up this morning but haven't gotten around to it yet.

I've been having a hard time keeping hydrated and have had very dark urine. I'm concerned about gout, and kidney stones, which I've had several times before. My kidneys are painful too, but I don't feel a stone at the moment. I'm forcing myself to drink a lot more water and Gateraid today whether or not I'm thirsty.

This is probably the worst stomach flu I've ever had. At the worst times feeling like food poisoning, which I know it isn't.

I'm going to give this a few more days. If it hasn't cleared up by then, I'll go see a doc.
 
Hey Bar

Don't wait a few more days, call the doctor and go. Don't mess with your kidneys, you have two but they can be twice the trouble. Dark urine isn't a good sign, it can mean that there's blood in it as well. Even if you can't see it. I do the same thing as you, wait a couple of days, suffer on ................... then I go. Please don't be like me. Be smart, call the doc and go. He'll be better a figuring out what's wrong and getting you treated.

Here's a link to wiki for gout

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gout

It can be a nasty bugger of a thing to get. It's pretty easily treated though with a daily pill that helps to lower the uric acid levels. The pain is nasty. A rhumatologist can easily diagnosis it with a micro thin needle, not as bad as it sounds, into the toes joint to check uric acid levels. Either way don't wait a few days, go get better Brother.

Jar
 
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