What Makes You Angry Today?

[holdenmonty]

@Link Removed It is something that makes me angry to. Sometimes I wonder if I let it bother me so I have something to be angry about but I remember growing up saying crazy meant that something was unusual and wrong in one way or another. But I'm also with Raven a little bit about embracing it. It has taken me a hell of a long time to get to the point where I'm starting to embrace it. Most of the time it is people that I know well and it's in a joking manner and I say something like your damn right I am. Luckily I have never been called crazy by a somebody I don't know but if they did I would probably same something similar only I would proably add to it a little bit and say something like your damn right I am now leave me the f*ck alone.

 

[holdenmonty]

So what makes me angry today is something that is rather annoying... my division chief, and deputy division chief has their own office's when one or the other is out sometimes we use their offices for small meetings if the conference room isn't available. It doesn't happen very often and when it does the individual usually asks me or at least lets me know that they will be using one of the offices. I went to put something on our deputy division chief's desk in his office since he's on leave today and turns out that there is three people in there having a meeting... if I would have been told that they were going to use his office for a meeting I would have waited until they came out of his office before I went in... but I interrupted their meeting by opening the door... what is so hard about saying hey Monty we are using his office.

 

[Friday]

I have a hard head. All to the good. But it took a little bump to it awhile back, and all my numbers fell out. Had to relearn math from scratch. Super fun.

I have a thing about courts. Even on meds, my muscles still crawl along my bones, and I can't rub two brain cells together to catch a spark to save my life. And that's on a good day.

So imagine how much fun I'm having with over 300 pages of my ex's financials spread out in front of me (at 50cents a page, ugh) for the past 6 months, and trying to put together a child support order. In the next 10'hours. I've had all week, technically. Cept it took a few days of the shakes and the pukes to even be able to print the f*ckers out and sit down. Usually, action kills fear, but not here. Nope. Course not.

I hate this shit.

And I really, really suck at it.

 

[Kaishi]

How do you deal with people calling you crazy?

Have a long chill debate with them proving to them they're crazier in all the shit they consider normal & that's f*cking moronic and useless even for their own lives.

 

[Deleted member 43454]

I don't want to start a whole new thread for this and it surely makes me angry. How do you deal with people calling you crazy?

I'm glad I didn't respond to this before because I thought I had, had the worse of being called Crazy by family and friends...
But a fellow veteran and I got into a debate about the justice system and eventually ended with him stating, "Oh Blacks off his med's, the looney's here." This was said over the internet not in face to face, because I am sure I would have swung first. But damn that shit hurt, I just put that mofo outa my contact. Not even gunna bother trying to explain this shit to someone who should know how it is to deal with PTSD.

Once you breach that level of trust with me, by using some shit I am struggling with as ammo to throw back in my face in a silly argument, then you can get f*cked as far as I am concerned. It pissed me off to the point of writing it on here a few weeks after the fact even.

 

[Friday]

@DrBlack ... Yeah. f*ck that prick.
<grin> They really do make cards for all occasions, these days.

 

[holdenmonty]

It's funny my wife showed me this on facebook the other day. She loved it to and I busted out laughing.

 

[Friday]

I can't believe I'm pissed about rank. My DD214 came in the mail today, and got my rank incorrect. I'm not changing it. No f*cking point. Still drives me nuts. Walk into this. FFS. Sometimes I just really hate the military. Jesu Christo. Che cazzo. Che cazzo, fai?

Have I mentioned I f*cking hate paperwork?

Beaurocracy really is spelled borrowed-crazy.

Also, my hair is a tangled mess, because it's too damn long, and soaking wet. Which is immaterial. But on the list of things that don't f*cking matter that I'm pissed over, my hair is on the damn list.

 

[combatgoldfish]

Wanna hug? :)

 

[Friday]

Roflmao! :ROFLMAO:

f*ck no. I want Semtex.

Lol. Actually failing that a Remi700, hot shower, cold alcohol, good lay, and a 50gal steel drum to put my divorce, mortgage, child support, custody, military, & whatever else kinda f*ckin paperwork anyone decides I absolutely have to handle right this damn moment...& some JP5. But gasoline would do in a pinch. Also, possibly, scissors. Not necessarily in that order. :D

 

[combatgoldfish]

I have all that minus the JP8 and Semtex. LOL

 

[dutchiedelta]

Had to google what a DD214 is. It's your discharge papers right?
It is pretty important to have the right info on there. Sorry miss, hope you can find the energy to straighten that out.
It's the sort of doc you want even the last comma to be in the right place.