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What Makes You Angry Today?

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I will never be able to tell him this because I have an order of protection, but I found out last night that he f*cked with the junction boxes in the basement in an attempt to probably burn the house down or some dumb shit like that. He must have done it when he came back to get his stuff. The cops weren't exactly watching him like a hawk.

Gary, you might know a hell of a lot more about electricity than I do, but I'm a much faster learner than you'll ever be. I fixed it with a $4 continuity tester, some flatheads, and an internet connection to show me how. And I worked on them hot, you f*cking pussy.
 
He created a closed circuit that would run on one neutral line as a hot line. If I had utilized one of those breakers in the basement, it probaby would have started a fire.

He also busted a valve under the kitchen sink and shut off the sump pump so that the basement would flood... in which case I would have plugged in the shopvac...

He's diabolical and smart. Good thing I'm smarter.
 
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If you can prove he did all that, I think it would be a criminal offense. That guy is not kidding around. I'd let the cops know of all this. Criminal mischief might be the least they can charge him with. What a f$ckhead. They just can't go away......
 
Back in may I vented about a few things and basically bashed my wife. I was annoyed but I had no business being as angry or annoyed as I was at her. We ended up having a great vacation and I even got to build myself a light saber. I realize now that many of the things I was annoyed with where my own fault. I tend to not communicate and I let things build up until it feels like it's going to make me explode. I know that these problems are things that I need to work on so I have a lot of work ahead of me.
 
The f*cking Army Never Gets a f*cking Bullshit Tee!!!! I'm PISSED!!! LMAO

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Yay for new relationship. Boo for drama. Last night he told me his sister is having a miscarriage. Then he and I got back to my place and played video games. I made some innocuous post on Facebook that I'm kicking his ass in Dirty Bomb.

I asked about her this morning because I really like him so I'm trying to care about his life.

His phone was sitting on my coffee table and it went off. I was sitting there and I saw it was from his sister saying something like "I f*cking hate it that you're having fun playing video games with your little gf while I'm going through this alone"

...I was unaware that it's a crime to have fun. It's not my fault she got knocked up and her boyfriend ditched.

Breathe. Remember to pick your battles.
 
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I am about f*cking furious at the moment, and doing my not so level best to back my shit down. I can't even verbalize it, it's just Tasmanian Devil meets Korn spluttering just this side of kicking the shit out of a sliding glass door. But I'm not. I'm sitting very, very still, and lighting another goddamn cigarette.

It's not one thing. It's 10,000 f*cking small things that would take me a motherf*cking novel to write out. Family "trying to be helpful" making shit f*cking harder, is not f*cking "helpful".

Yeah, stress cup. Also motherf*cking boundary free individuals who do not seem to f*cking understand that when I say I cannot talk about something right now, that does not mean "Please, do whatever the f*ck you want, especially shit I have repeatedly f*cking said not to do. Oh! & while you're at it, how about f*cking hamstringing me in the process & seriously screwing me over? Again. Just add it to the list of shit you've already pulled 'for my own good'. Yeah. That would be grand. Get right on that!"

Or how about one f*cking better and just walk into this.

Breathing.

Voila merde. Stupid damn sonnuvabitch, me.

I love my family. I am about a hairs breadth away from picking the furthest spot on the globe away from them and walking there to get the f*ck away from them.

How Christ f*cking hard is some goddamn honesty? Straight dealing. Not passive aggressive f*ck you too bullshit manipulative, f*ck. Dammit. Just f*ck. f*ck me.
 
I agree, f*ck family. Mine are so f-ing condescending and 'helpful' NOT..... I purposefully live hundreds of miles from any of them. I just visited my mother ( check the box) UGH. I was so frustrated and exasperated being there I had to go for a walk in 100 degree heat to get away or I would have punched the wall or kicked the door in. I just want to be left the f alone. And don't get me started about the f-ing VA. All they do is f*ck me over, I am soooo done with them, too.
 
With you, Gentlemen. I had to move half the continent away to get away from the bullshit. It seemed like my family wasn't happy unless they were all in an uproar about something. And they wanted you to take their side. Screw their side. I didn't have a dog in their fight. I could give a shit about their side.

So, I have no family except the guys a ladies on this and other websites. Good people. People that are on your side pretty much all the time.

Much better this way.

Sarg
 
Friday,

Family is one of the biggest triggers for PTSD because they have a tendency to smother. They don't really get that sometimes I need to be left alone so that I can cool off and clear my head. The further I pull away, the more they pursue with the naggy phone calls that they're worried about me. Then I pull away more.
 
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