Reluctantly set up a zoom account thingy and tested the cam and mic. I do NOT like being on camera, be it still or video, at all, and really don't like hearing my deep south sounding self talk. It's deeply rooted in past behaviors/events and such - as well as a whole lot of lingering self-esteem issues.
However, in these times of having so many things offered online now that I'd typically be intrigued enough to attend in person, it seems a damn good idea to go ahead and face that really uncomfortable hurdle and give it a try.
Bonus points for not being exposed to the fragrances/marinated scent options of others that keeps me ill for days. Yay! That's the main thing that helps me be enthusiastic about the whole thing. A guaranteed scent-free experience. Hot damn!
I just know I'm going to love it and actually benefit from making healthy connections from afar, albeit in the same zip code. I'll keep telling myself that until I believe it. lol Fingers crossed.