sonicwhite
Platinum Member
I banned my ex from seeing me. I can't see her unless I make that choice to but it hurts so bad that I don't do it. No one but me will ever go thru the pain I've been thru with this. I can't even have sex without feeling anxious. How do I know because I tried. She tore my heart to pieces and not all that's left is fragments the Lord is keeping beating. I forgive but I'll never forget. I'm guess she doesn't know when to quit hurting me. I guess she will die with that hatred.
