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Fits how I feel about my life and myself and I added an extra 'n' because I like to be different.
 
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Hmmm, I'm sure I've posted about this elsewhere in the past, but it's always fascinating to see how and why people chose the names they did on the forum. My name is influenced by a couple of things really. Firstly, it's the title of a children's book by Chris D'Lacy about a young writer who lodges with a family who makes clay dragons and sells them, but the dragons are alive, they're, for want of a better word, real. I loved the book as a kid and wished that I had a little clay dragon too.

Secondly, it just fits with my personality. Less so now than when I first joined. But I can be cold and a bit callous and quite pragmatic, but always always there's a fire of passion and fear and upset and joy and all the other emotions inside, but it's trapped in an exterior of ice. My amazing Grandma used to say that about me too. She said she had a steel ball inside of her, which goes against the soft exterior, she knew she was strong inside when it came down to it. But she said that I had strength in the fire, in the determination, in the sheer bloody-mindedness of me to still succeed despite "stuff". Yet nobody would ever know what was going on with me and my mental health because I always present all cool and collected and in control. This forum is where I vent all the fire, where it all gets released, yet it's anonymous. Heck, the fire gets released precisely because it is anonymous. Hence, the ice that can't melt, that always seems so intact, is the me presented in the real world and then all the other stuff underneath wanting to burst out gets released here.
 
I normally use my go to username for all social media, but since I'm an internet personality, I wanted to be anonymous on this website. I'm not a huge Youtube celebrity as I'm quite small of a channel (not even 100 subscribers). But still, you can never be too safe now days. As for this particular name, I chose because I'm a very spiritual person. I have a connection with devils, as I don't find them evil. I wanted something clever, so I went with "LadyLucifer.'
 
I've been using Dazey as an online nickname lately, since I've recently started going by the name Daisy. I haven't used my legal name in years, because I associated it with my trauma and the people who traumatized me. I used to use a different name, but I was still in contact with those people while I used it, so they knew what it was. I liked the idea of having a brand new name entirely, now that I'm safe and in the recovery stage of my life. It still makes me giddy to hear someone use it.
 
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