When 'happiness' is caused by meds, 'hate' is caused by a mirror and 'sadness' is simply not allowed.
When you can't tell your best friend anything, but pour your heart out to the stranger you see once a week.
When your past is something you can't forget, the things that happen in the present are the things you can't remember and 'tomorrow' is something you have little concept of.
When an inanimate object like a blanket or a bear is more comforting and safe than a hug.
When you have to have a talk with yourself before doing anything outside your comfort zone.
When everything is outside your comfort zone.