5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[DucatiGirl]

1, Hope the dog is okay (she was 3/4 of the way underneath the bed, weighs 120 lbs, panicked, and stood up, picking up the bed by the side board -- after a half second of shock at her weight lifting prowess, I caught the corner and lifted the rest of the way for her)
2. Anxiety and paranoia are in full effect, which is making me paranoid that I'm being paranoid
3. HR rep wants me to put in my FMLA paperwork, which is making me even more paranoid
4. FMLA cannot be more aptly named -- the FML Act. Because anyone who has to apply has a very serious condition, hence the FML part.
5. Still not sleeping and when I do, can't remember my dreams, which is worrying the heck out of my T and out of me.

And a bonus 6: kickboxing class can't get here fast enough to get some of the tension out of my shoulders, which I think are so tense they're up by my ears

 

[Recovery4Me]

1. I am at peace in the moment.
2. Could be from legal drugs of my coffee and nicotine pills... or it might be peace.
3. If I am fretting about peace...then I loose it, huh?:oops:
4. How do monks do it?
5. I am going to meditate now and relocate that peaceful moment...

 

[Ronin]

or it might be peace.

.... Peace achieved through substances is peace as well, no judgin' it sistah :hilarious: Okay enough dragging on my part.

I'm thinking:

1. Not Thinking. More peace.
2. Bad hair day.
3. Interesting how much can a simple thing as shoes mean.
4. Third time in four years I'm changing my major. :facepalm:
5. 'If in doubt, be a lighthouse'.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

1. It's the stress making me a hungry monster! Or dehydration..
2. Hate unexpected panic, very unfair
3. Suuuun! :p
4. Reading some favourite books :)
5. Glad I'm not locked in building anymore!

 

[Recovery4Me]

1. @Cashew ...about the peace...:notworthy: lol
2. @Cashew consider getting one degree and then use it to build another degree in another major. It worked for me anyway insofar as no regrets over the areas...accept maybe I can not flash the sum total of educational years as an Doctorate of Indecision.:laugh:
3. They have passed a law to grow pot legally in my city now : nice location across the street from some Daycare Centers for children.:whistling:
4. Puts a new meaning on raising up children...:cautious:
5. The guy who owns the property & building is an retired Marine and has built an security force and fort.:O_o:

* Sounds like a rumble in the making.:mask::lurking::peeking:

 

[jaccat]

Why is it whenever you watch a rerun of a TV programme, it's always one you've seen six times before?
I want the sun to come out properly so I can spend a day at the beach.
I've done it again and picked a book to read that echoes too many things in my head.
TV adverts get weirder.:O_o:
I'm glad I treated mysef to chippie- chips and beans for tea, even if, every time I go in there, I do get the urge to teach that smarmy little waitress a lesson she won't forget.

 

[Ronin]

1. @Recovery4Me I got a degree in something I wanted, ish, my issue is more finding non-abusive teachers & sticking to facts education in fields I want to study / that are my informal studying of years, so it's quite a lot of headdesks topic :D Thank you, my friend.
2. Thinking of the oceans. Just waves, them roll over monina.
3. Nvm real life, let's lol at Cap 3' portrayal of Lagos. Totally a proof it's a fictional movie: A traffic someone can do anything but honk & headdesk in? In Lagos? Totes fiction! :D That city's traffic is crazy.
4. Groceries list: Popcorn. It's been on my list for three weeks and I keep forgetting it.
5. Still thinking if I can/should link Friday funnies or not. Or: the dilemma of not wanting to be a bullshitter & coming with random things in a wrong time. Sigh. Sucking it up.

 

[corvidae]

1: dear local public radio station: please do not play people screeching out opera and call it "classical."
2: water tastes really good when i'm very thirsty.
3: as long as i'm at home, i'm pretty much "here"...and not "away."
4: popcorn! yes!
5: forms forms and more forms (and anxiety! yay!)

 

[Ronin]

5: forms forms and more forms (and anxiety! yay!)

I have so many ideas what to do with forms.
And they're all throw them to trash, set them ablaze, throw them to trash /and/ then set them ablaze, and similar happy ideas.
Cough.

Strength as dealing with it. Also empathizing.

 

[Deleted member 33052]

I'm so relieved that my issues don't seem to have damaged my children

I'm sad and sorry that my husband has decided I'm no longer worth fighting for

I want curry, all of a sudden (did someone say turmeric? ;) )

I can't figure out my next move

I can't imagine how much harder this would be without all of you... :hug:

 

[Ronin]

I can't figure out my next move

A curry.
In all seriousness.
Thinking becomes easier when at least something's covered enough, for a long enough time.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

1. Wow. Do not appreciate 3d person verbally attacking me mid-panic attack. Majorly unacceptable.
2. Calm now, no thanks to said person
3. Running back to... Never looked so appealing
4. WHY ME?
5. No energy left to even be angry, plus don't deserve to damage self any more