5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[Tinyflame]

2. Someone talked about their own ptsd, which they didn't believe they had for a long time, & said their life & choices were influenced by their home they couldn't come home to, their mom they couldn't call, no aunts or uncles etc, that for them it was like being & growing up an orphan because of the realities of life, & that was part of why they had the bf they had, that people do that because of that.
2. Not explaining that well. :( (She was ^^ ) just 'factually' speaking.
3. Trying to not think about something doesn't work because it requires attention to try to ignore it.

 

[Tinyflame]

1. Ashamed to say I know life is (technically) beautiful but it doesn't feel like that to me at this second. Yet, much to be thankful for, but worried about. Also worried re: T storms forecasted. But they also have triggers. I think I can notice because I am alone atm don't have to hide it, personally or professionally.
2. Automatic (eg triggered) or not we are each responsible for our response(s).
3. I wish I was kinder.
4. Hugs, for all.
5. I am so very tired. Each day is so wearing. And painful.

 

[Tinyflame]

1. Strange, heard my middle name twice, over a few days, have never heard it anywhere except once years ago.

 

[jaccat]

Not sure other people fix muscular pain by pushing through it, but whatever works.
The woods are so peaceful it's almost scary. Can a person feel relaxed and hypervigilant at the same time?
I treated myself today. I needed to, and I recognised that.
Sleep without nightmares would be good, though.
More dodgy movie watching this evening.

 

[Tinyflame]

The woods are so peaceful it's almost scary. Can a person feel relaxed and hypervigilant at the same time?

1. Yes. ^^. Enjoy the movies @jaccat . Bring treats. :hug:
2. I can't blame or afford responsibility to all of my family for not being there, I wouldn't tell them.
3. I've come to the conclusion out of sight is out of mind for me. I don't even remember to remember, let alone what I should be thinking of or grounding with. :(

 

[NatBird]

1. There are worthwhile and good things about me

2. I am being invited to open up my heart to support, kindness, appreciation and love.

3. Nature has all the healing I need - that it is all available.

4. I'm grateful for many things today

5. I miss having deep awareness of my body

 

[RavenGirl]

@Junebug, gentle hugs Sent your way. ♡:hug::hug::hug::hug:

 

[NatBird]

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Not sure other people fix muscular pain by pushing through it, but whatever works.
The woods are so peac...

Hello:)

I agree about nature.

I believe all that a person needs to heal and feel connected is in Nature.

Was admiring the canal today, the way water carries light - really beautiful.
Also enjoying aromatherapy oils. Are you interested in this kind of thing? Has helped me with sleep, relaxation as well as teas..

I'm thinking to watch a movie too - The Selfish Giant. How about you?

Either way wish you have a restful eve.

 

[jaccat]

Thanks @NatBird. I'm a big lover of nature. I like aromatherapy oils too. Unfortunately they don't like me- allergies:meh:. I'm watching Constatine. I've a thing for trashy movies:rolleyes:.

 

[Ronin]

1. @NatBird, my words.

Usually it's some kind of a crisis councelor / helpline operator, so maybe look for that?

2. Too many thoughts.
3. Nevermind. Can I make this non personal if I reference Liu's Monstress, Wolverine and Arrow's problems?
4. Vegetables.
5. Dear Jesus, I got a complaint. Dear Death, I have a thousand of them and you'll hear them all, when I feel better.

 

[Tinyflame]

1. I think Jesus is actually All Ears since He's All Heart @Cashew. :hug:
2. Constantine is trashy? :confused:
3. Thank you for your kindness @RavenGirl . :notworthy: Same to you. :hug:
4. (My own) thoughts above don't matter. They are the past, biggest deal I make of them or not is up to me. Same with the future. It's unknown. Unknown does not mean nor not mean, entire disaster.
5. Have to wait for the rain to stop, then go take pup. American weather channel is so accurate.

1. I live, within myself internally, alternating between silent sighs, screams, & gasps, mostly. I hope I can, or will, or it will, change one day.

 

[NatBird]

Sorry

1. @NatBird, my words.

Usually it's some kind of a crisis councelor / helpline operat...

@ Cashe