5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[NatBird]

1. I'm knackered

2. All I need to do is trust and keep working steadily

3. I want chocolate

4. Maybe I'm the one abandons people

5. Why are my shoulders so tense

 

[RavenGirl]

1. Guess what!? I don't have a drinking problem!! I could of (did tell them) told them this and saved myself $330.00!!
2. Reggie is a complete asshole.
3. Maybe my headaches can stop now?
4.I'm going fishing tomorrow!
5. I'm hungry.

 

[Forgetful]

When the hell will my daughter get here to pick up her kid? She's 2 hours late!

Will/when will I fall completely into this hole of utter despair?

I love my granddaughter immensely, she's a good kid but only 3 so she requires a lot of attention and I'm at the end of my rope today.

Is that 5? If not, that's all I've got.

 

[Tinyflame]

1 Aw @Snafu , & @NatBird & @RavenGirl , :hug:
2.

has got some parts who take over to protect her or calm her down or tell her that she's worthy and capable. .

I am glad. I wish I could muster that up.

3. Not sure if I can put this here.. anyone vaped and stepped down on nicotine? I have a connundrum, went from 18mg to 12 now to 6 (over 9 months). But, am vaping probably almost 3x as much on 6 as 12. Not b*tchy, but I'm alone right now. Distracted, hard to focus, can barely hack it, but am on vacation. But started sunday or monday, not seemingly improving, should I persevere on 6 or do I need to go back to 12 mg? They say don't go back up but maybe I need more? Or maybe I've just been too triggered (I have been), that's why I might have vaped more (likely, but..) Anyone have experience with this? Very thankful if anyone can advise, here or PM. I'm going to have to buy it again! Just bought it sunday or so it- can't remember, either- usually lasts 7-10 days. :(

4. Thank you @Cj77 , and all, xox.
5. (3 Thoughts & a gigantic question. :rolleyes: )

 

[ladee]

@Cj77, How about "Clickin' and Movin' ".......Even if you posted Anonymous, I'd know who it was !! :roflmao::roflmao::roflmao:
Just kidding, hugs to you !!

 

[RavenGirl]

1. Everyone here is So Awesome! :inlove:
2. I'm glad I found this site. :tup:
3. I love how people support eachother with kindness.
4. I love how people here understand what you're going through and don't judge. :shy:
5. I want to sayThank you, thank you, thank you to who ever started this site!! I appreciate it. :tup::angelic::happy::hug:

 

[ladee]

@RavenGirl, that would be Anthony who started the site... It is an awesome place !!

 

[Lionheart]

I have been cheated and lied to.
I have been hurt and deserted.
I have been used, abused, and abandoned.
I am too strong to let that destroy my life.
I kick a*s!!!!!

 

[Forgetful]

@ladee good luck at your SSI appt. I am in the same financial boat and taking on water.

I just want to let you know I like reading comments you make to everyone here. You always have kindness and compassion and can put that into words. Thank you! :playful:

Do these :) :geek: :whistling: :bag: :wacky: remind anyone else of the Mr Men book series? They may not be exactly right but they remind me. I loved them.

Just being nosey but can't help wondering what the Japanese? lettering is under @Cj77 name is.

bipolar DX may be right

Feeling a little better since granddaughter went home. 3 hours late.

 

[ladee]

Thank you @Snafu, and yes it went very well, no problems and accepted.. will start getting the checks next month... sooooo relieved. Not a lot... but I can make it now... have been poor my entire life , I know how to manage and make it last... especially with a little more to work with...
Try to see if you can get the SSI, it's worth a try... don't know if it made a difference that I am retired... but they will either say , yes or no...
I think we are all bipolor to some degree... I wouldn't want the job of DX'ing any of us... talk about a bowl full of alphabet soup !!! Take care and hope you get some financial relief soon... Gentle hugs to you... and a quite house... sleep good !!

 

[ladee]

I am thinking that relief comes in all kinds of ways and means... Support is the same.
Thinking that my body is paying dearly for all the financial stress I have been under..
When I found out I was getting SSI.. I started shaking... had her repeat it... and it felt like someone had pulled a plug on me...
I am so grateful for everyone here... Can not imagine where I would be with all the things that have come up since retiring.... Gentle hugs to everyone !!!
And I think I am going to post my next post and just leave all the typos and misspelled words.. should make for some interesting reading... ya think ?? Night all, old lady is worn out.

 

[steel]

1. worried that I am slipping into that hole again.
2. am I able to work? I need to because I am running out of time.
3. wondering if I will ever mentally or physically be able to race bikes again.
4. wondering if I’ll be able to deal with people and uncontrolled outside stimulation again.
5. worried because the therapist thinks trauma work might be a bit much for me right now.