5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[sedna]

Im thinking Cj must live in Peterborough

I hope she remembers to breathe

Anger management is for pussies

Bark back at the next barking dog you see, you'll feel better. Just dont let anyone see you or you'll feel stupid.

My son just hijacked my laptop to shop for hoodies. I'm oddly not as irritated as I should be. I'm glad Ive started listening
to The Clash in the middle of the night.

I wish I didnt have to get up in 5 hours.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

Lmao! :roflmao:

 

[Missycat]

im AF free this morning so feeling good
I have physio in 5 mins ...........
I better get a move on ...
Im coming .....
better rush gotta check everything

 

[sedna]

Now I wont know if they find Larry's body or who Miss Ellie will marry

I want to know what AF is and if I should be free of it also.

I want my laptop back my kid is buying strange brands Im wondering if gang signs are on them

I have cookies and Im not that unhappy right now which is odd.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

*also wonders what AF is*

 

[Missycat]

@coco9 @C j
AF is Atrial Fibrillation - its a heart arrhythmia :( and when i have an attack it makes me feel really crappy.

 

[Anrish]

1. @coco9 Sorry to hear about the AF - hope it will get better or not happen too often....:hug:
2. Swimming is exhausting - especially mentally.
3. Loneliness day.
4. Feeling vulnerable and small.
5. Don't look at me - I might start to cry.

 

[corvidae]

1: is healing helping others in times of crisis when i'm in crisis too? (but not showing it)
2: or is that just denial?
3: or something more insidious?
4: does anyone else have a therapist that says "hello, nice to see you; come in" but then look at you like you forgot to put deodorant on or like you've got something large and green hanging out of your nose?
5: i don't think my therapist likes me. at all. no, really.

 

[Missycat]

@Anrish :hug:s
@corvidae :hug:s

 

[NatBird]

I might be better off with the emotional regulation dysfunction diagnosis in terms of treatment available

That sounds stupid

The more I hear and feel about EMDR and work with that therapist the more I don't trust it and think I'm f*cked. I'm just going to have to work this shit through alone or accept this is how it is

That's distorted thinking

I'm severely avoidant and no one notices because I make it to appointments and classes

I'm hiding in my room

I want to connect with someone in person but I don't know who

I was with G today I don't feel safe around him - I dissociate:/

Who am I kidding, I'm 35 and shit that used to take me an hour now takes a week

 

[Deleted member 29920]

@Missycat :hug::hug::hug:

@Anrish :hug::hug::hug:

@coco9 :hug::hug::hug:

@corvidae :hug::hug::hug:

@NatBird :hug::hug::hug:

 

[Ronin]

1. Omg ya all. Classy kindness. Feels so fresh air.

2. Just five? I'm on seventy tracks of how a group of friends again restored my hope & caring for humanity at large.

3. Whistling tunes.

4. Thinking of what someone dear used to say about whistles, whistleblowing, and the wind.

5. All the way / Always win.